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i fucking love ss13

Postby Bluespace » Sun Aug 11, 2019 12:27 am #507139

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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby wesoda25 » Sun Aug 11, 2019 12:27 am #507140

Its the idea of it
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Bluespace » Sun Aug 11, 2019 12:28 am #507141

i don't play it that much at all anymore because i'm busy and also i have like 4000 rounds played but holy fuck i don't think i'll ever love a game as much as i do ss13
i love the players so much and the admins are so fucking gay but i love it because they're all friends with each other
i love the autistic drama and the salt and the powergamers breaking everything
i just want to cry and cuddle you all, you're so fucked up and it's all so perfect
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby cacogen » Sun Aug 11, 2019 12:43 am #507149

which drug
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby John_Gobbel » Sun Aug 11, 2019 1:49 am #507162

cacogen wrote:which drug

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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Bluespace » Sun Aug 11, 2019 4:25 am #507178

happiyness
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Boris » Sun Aug 11, 2019 4:50 am #507186

Bluespace wrote:happiyness


thats nice but don't forget to drink water.
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby actioninja » Sun Aug 11, 2019 5:12 am #507187

nah it sucks

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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby ThanatosRa » Wed Aug 14, 2019 12:43 am #507597

I thought you were still banned bluespace.
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby h*cking_lings » Wed Aug 21, 2019 10:06 pm #508961

ok boomer

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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Bluespace » Thu Aug 29, 2019 2:28 am #511286

ThanatosRa wrote:I thought you were still banned bluespace.

i'll go check
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Bluespace » Thu Aug 29, 2019 2:32 am #511287

Bluespace wrote:
ThanatosRa wrote:I thought you were still banned bluespace.

i'll go check

nope i'm good
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby IcePacks » Fri Aug 30, 2019 3:02 am #511497

[pounding a desk] i fucking hate bluespace
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby bobbahbrown » Fri Aug 30, 2019 3:42 am #511504

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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Shrimapan » Wed Sep 04, 2019 10:07 pm #512537

yah

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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Shadowflame909 » Wed Sep 04, 2019 10:23 pm #512541

and they don't stop coming
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Bluespace » Sat Sep 07, 2019 6:45 am #512999

IcePacks wrote:[pounding a desk] i fucking hate bluespace

:(
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Tarchonvaagh » Sat Sep 07, 2019 7:47 am #513011

what the fuck is this thread
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Stickymayhem » Sat Sep 07, 2019 10:53 am #513026

Bluespace wrote:
Bluespace wrote:
ThanatosRa wrote:I thought you were still banned bluespace.

i'll go check

nope i'm good


banned for evasion
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Bluespace » Sat Sep 07, 2019 5:55 pm #513074

Stickymayhem wrote:
Bluespace wrote:
Bluespace wrote:
ThanatosRa wrote:I thought you were still banned bluespace.

i'll go check

nope i'm good


banned for evasion


actually tlogged in to tcheck
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby wesoda25 » Sun Oct 27, 2019 4:00 am #521076

I wondered where the best place to put this might be and decided it was here.

I wrote a metaphorical story of sorts about someone detailing their time spent in a town, which is TG. This is the most honest and true to myself thing I’ll probably ever post on these forums. It doesn’t necessarily capture the real me but it definitely captures me in the sphere of this community, which interestingly enough are two very different people, with the same person at the center. No one will probably ever read this but I suppose thats to be expected.

Its long as fuck so I’ll put it in spoilers.

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I first came to the town in the spring of 2017. A friend had recommended it to me; not the town specifically but the state it was of. Intrigued, me and several others decided to visit.

To a newcomer; the town was confusing. Intricate, sprawling, complex, a deeply ingrained culture with its own set of rules. But something kept us, and before long we, or more specifically I, fell in love with the town. We were brazen; our fun intense and fleeting. My friends eventually lost interest and returned home, but something about that town captured me, kept me coming back.

However even in the absence of my friends I continued to act as I had when they were present. I existed for myself, loving those moments of bright intensity and fun, dismissive of the consequences of those moments, those episodes. My banishment was inevitable.

When it finally came, I realized I had not had my fill. There was something about the town that I loved, needed. And so I traveled the region, exploring varying different towns with varying different cultures and layouts. But none compared to that which I knew; to that which I loved. I appealed my banishment, and was allowed back. However something kept me away, perhaps I missed home; hated how long I’d been away.

I did not return to that town until the following year.

In that second visit it felt much the same as the first. My reprieve had served the purpose of creating a nostalgia for my earliest days, and it was that nostalgia which made my return all the more rewarding.

I was once again reminded of how much there was for me to learn, the depth and complexity of the town. And so for the following year I stayed, learning the town and its people, befriending some of them. There were ups and down, scuffles with law, but for the most part I stayed. This year for the most part was characterized by that intense fun, fun interactions with friends and getting to know them.

But time passed. Friends left. And while I made and had many new ones there was always that sense of what I had lost, what I no longer had. I began to get involved in the foundation of the town, to form my own opinions. At first they were spontaneous and idiotic, and while to some degree they still are, they were honed and clarified by rejection and challenge. And I began to come into my own, to have a direction I wanted the town to take, one I could try and guide it in.

But mounting behind all of this was my inescapable hatred of the town I loved so. Perhaps spawned out of the frequency of those strange ones around the town, ones I would never interact with back home. Perhaps spawned out of the excessive time I spent in the town and away from home, the hatred I felt for myself for how long I was away. Perhaps because I did not enjoy the direction I saw my town taking. Or perhaps, and most likely, a combination of all 3.

Regardless, this feeling of resentment grew with time, its roots spread deeper and deeper. At times this monster that grew within me would rear its head, and I would cut or damage ties with those around me. And I became frustrated. And I became jaded. I hated those around me for being the way they are, the way I had been. I would be lying if I said these feelings did not characterize me in my third year, my current year.

I was the grizzled lion, my legacy and opinions refined with time, who was anyone to contest me? And while I was aware of the irony of these thoughts given my short amount of time in the town given the extent of its existence, they persisted. Thankfully it was my self acknowledged irony that kept me in line during this time, kept me from exercising my weak seniority.

And so these feelings grew, even back in 2018, and caused me to be reckless. I frequently tested the law because deep down I wanted them to banish me, to send me home. And at certain times I almost forced them to. However I eventually stepped away from that ledge and chose to leave the town of my own free will.

There was no extended hiatus that defined me. I took many and attempted many more. The feelings of anger and resentment began to morph into a quiet mourning for what I no longer had. Missing those early days and the brightness associated with them I forced myself away for decent periods of time. I walked the town by a different face, and found bliss in being unrecognizable, unknown. At times I would don the mask that they thought they knew me as, but only in those intense, manic moments of fun. They would recognize me when I wanted, and forget me when I felt so. I was a lonely God, wandering the streets I had tried so hard to force myself to forget. I answered to my whims and my whims alone.

And so time passed. I came and went. I went through those cycles of emotion numerous times, to varying degrees of intensity. I’m rather neutral at the current time, but the beast has its moments. To a certain degree I realize that the town has changed, slightly, ever so slightly, but changed nonetheless. And it will continue to change, whether I am there for it or not. I wonder if I will be remembered. I hope so. I find it fascinating to see those ancient Gods of the town shake their grizzled manes, walk amongst us young ones, no one truly knowing the richness of character and memories before them. It really is interesting.
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby nsos » Fri Nov 08, 2019 9:31 pm #523061

this game sucks

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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Super Aggro Crag » Sat Nov 09, 2019 5:58 am #523112

^^^^^ retard ^^^^^
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Tarchonvaagh » Sat Nov 09, 2019 9:32 am #523131

Super Aggro Crag wrote:^^^^^ retard ^^^^^
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby nsos » Sat Nov 09, 2019 4:03 pm #523158

they hated jesus because he told them the truth gal 4:16

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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby oranges » Mon Nov 11, 2019 9:04 am #523401

lmao boomer
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Tarchonvaagh » Mon Nov 11, 2019 2:23 pm #523430

oranges wrote:lmao boomer

Boomer trying to be hip
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby oranges » Mon Nov 11, 2019 9:06 pm #523468

you don't even know who that is
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Re: i fucking love ss13

Postby Tarchonvaagh » Mon Nov 11, 2019 9:07 pm #523469

my mum told me yesterday leave me alone
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