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by **Rumia29** » Fri Apr 18, 2014 10:12 pm #397

Because we can't live without it.

by **Remie Richards** » Fri Apr 18, 2014 10:31 pm #404

My mum's got Conjunctivitis recently.
it's not bad, she has a cream and stuff to deal with it.

No idea when the Hospital is getting back to me about starting Professional counselling, I need it.
Probably going to be resitting 1 year of my A levels due to this Counselling require issue I have.

Life's great... Real great.

by **Bluespace** » Sat Apr 19, 2014 12:30 am #448

I'm annoyed there isn't more fancy restaurants round where I live, I love a fancy dinner.

by **Stephie** » Sat Apr 19, 2014 12:39 am #450

Can't you use the same ones more often? I mean, how many restaurants does one person need?

by **Staub** » Sat Apr 19, 2014 1:12 am #458

i recently quit drinking and im seriously considering going for admin on this shit, i dont think i can take myself serious anymore.

by **Kavaloosh** » Sat Apr 19, 2014 3:14 am #477

cant post
followed by mafia
dont get rights
posts get deleted

by **Reyouka** » Sat Apr 19, 2014 3:29 am #481

I've been around forever, but I don't think I'd ever be good in an admin position. I haven't played spessmans in ages.

by **TheTerbs** » Sat Apr 19, 2014 8:26 am #508

county jail is pretty gay, you dont get underwear or anything but oversized jumpsuits to wear, and some guy wrote a bunch of shit on mine including

KILL

F U C K

and under the F U C K he drew a shitty knife

and my pants said DICK on them, not sure if its a name or what but i thought it was the funniest shit on earth, walking around with F U C K written on the front of my shirt in 6th grade handwriting

oh yeah and you can buy underwear, socks or an actual shirt but its 1 dollar for a pair of socks, 4 for a pair of gay ass thong underwear, 6 for boxers, and 8 dollars for a shitty walmart brand white t shirt

i gave my cellmate my socks because we filled the cold air vent with cake and wet paper, see the AC rotates between heat one hour then cold air another, i dont know why it was winter heat would have been good enough

then he traded those socks for a fucking carton of milk, fucking asshole, i would trade a fucking piece of cornbread for a carton of milk

also unless you said you were jewish or a vegetarian you got dehydrated powdered milk called zebra milk, tasted like milk flavored water mixed with more water

by **Munchlax** » Sat Apr 19, 2014 11:21 am #542

What do they give jews and vegetarians?

by **TheTerbs** » Sat Apr 19, 2014 7:02 pm #605

geilebeer wrote:What do they give jews and vegetarians?

Kosher meals or steamed vegetables and rice

They both get 2% milk, real milk to drink

by **Munchlax** » Sat Apr 19, 2014 8:28 pm #627

Doesn't sound too bad.

by **TheTerbs** » Sat Apr 19, 2014 8:52 pm #633

geilebeer wrote:Doesn't sound too bad.

Yeah it's nothing too terrible, food is the grossest shit on earth though, plain oatmeal or plain grits for breakfast, some kinda meat or pickle loaf for lunch, then for dinner they reuse the meat from lunch and make some kinda ass casserole

by **QuantumDelpha** » Sun Apr 20, 2014 2:27 pm #772

So wait I gotta know something,

Does everyone still hate me from what I did in the old Vent about Life thread or what?
I mean, Terbs is back (btw luv u terbs, lets kiss behind the bike racks it wont be gay if we dont moan) and he was a bit of a shitler.

by **Munchlax** » Sun Apr 20, 2014 2:44 pm #773

I don't think anyone hates you for that, just be less.... dramatic and not so prone to ask for advice and throw it away immediatly.

by **QuantumDelpha** » Sun Apr 20, 2014 3:28 pm #783

It got me banned from General for a solid month. I think SOMEONE hates me for that.

by **Pestilence** » Sun Apr 20, 2014 4:47 pm #795

It's probably anal3 or Erro who's mad at ya.
I think you're a fucking autist.

by **Fistofbrick** » Wed Apr 23, 2014 5:10 pm #1410

>Some fuckup at bus depot delays my trip to 4pm when I should be going home at 8am, have to pay extra on ticket to make it all the way back, since I was stopping halfway through normal route to go to doctor's appointment
>have to reschedule doctor's appointment for next week
>No antidepressants for at least another week
Well fuck you too life

by **Psyentific** » Wed Apr 23, 2014 5:14 pm #1413

It's raining.

by **Rumia29** » Wed Apr 23, 2014 7:51 pm #1442

Psyentific wrote:It's raining.

Rain is awesome though.

by **ThanatosRa** » Wed Apr 23, 2014 9:14 pm #1477

My body hurts again. Fuck you ankle. Fuck you knees.

by **Remie Richards** » Wed Apr 23, 2014 10:25 pm #1499

Life's a bit better now, Mum's Conjunctivitis is gone.

Hospital have yet to inform me about my Counselling... woo...

At least however, I've been feeling a bit better, less lows but still no highs.

by **SJ212** » Wed Apr 23, 2014 10:52 pm #1503

i've eaten so many fucking tacos
i'm going to explode
send help

by **Psyentific** » Thu Apr 24, 2014 7:49 am #1560

Rumia29 wrote:
Psyentific wrote:It's raining.

Rain is awesome though.

Fuck you, it's been pouring sheets for the past two days and I need to go to the store but I don't have a car.

by **bandit** » Thu Apr 24, 2014 4:21 pm #1663

do any of you fucks have access to taylor and francis online, I need to cite some shit but $39 an article is not feasible

by **Rumia29** » Thu Apr 24, 2014 8:04 pm #1723

Psyentific wrote:
Rumia29 wrote:
Psyentific wrote:It's raining.

Rain is awesome though.

Fuck you, it's been pouring sheets for the past two days and I need to go to the store but I don't have a car.

Use an umbrella/rain gear, sheesh.

by **Psyentific** » Thu Apr 24, 2014 8:49 pm #1746

It stopped raining, so I left the house to get my bus pass. And, since it'd been raining non-stop for the past three days, I figured it was done raining so I didn't bring rain gear.

Twenty minutes out the door, it starts raining again.

Fuck everything

by **SJ212** » Thu Apr 24, 2014 8:51 pm #1747

do you live in a location where it only rains?

by **Psyentific** » Thu Apr 24, 2014 8:59 pm #1749

Vancouver, yes.
North Raincouver.

by **Remie Richards** » Thu Apr 24, 2014 10:46 pm #1760

I fucking hate myself.
Absolutely.
I'm fucking shit, There is no fucker worse than me.
My best friend tried to make me feel better and I just fucking shrugged her off.
I fucking hate, HATE.

And the hospital STILL Haven't got back to me... FUCK.

by **SJ212** » Thu Apr 24, 2014 11:10 pm #1766

at least you have friends to shrug off ;_;

by **ThanatosRa** » Fri Apr 25, 2014 6:57 pm #1899

So apparently my eyelids are twitching and quivering.

Did a little reading, and it's probably lack of sleep, too much caffeine, or both. Both of which I am knowingly guilty of.

by **Stephie** » Fri Apr 25, 2014 7:04 pm #1903

Caffeine definitely does that. Like, I'm so sure, holy shit. Lay off the coffee, that twitching is a sign of things to come.

by **Rumia29** » Fri Apr 25, 2014 7:39 pm #1910

Remie Richards wrote:I fucking hate myself.
Absolutely.
I'm fucking shit, There is no fucker worse than me.
My best friend tried to make me feel better and I just fucking shrugged her off.
I fucking hate, HATE.

And the hospital STILL Haven't got back to me... FUCK.

So it feels like we're missing some context.
Are you depressed because you're depressed/medical condition causing it, or is it life events.
And do you hate yourself for shrugging your friend off, or is it something else, or both?

by **SJ212** » Sat Apr 26, 2014 1:41 am #1956

that fucking feel when i get dinner made for me and brought to me and i don't even eat much
i feel like such an asshole every time
probably because i am

by **Remie Richards** » Sat Apr 26, 2014 3:37 am #1966

Rumia29 wrote:
Remie Richards wrote:I fucking hate myself.
Absolutely.
I'm fucking shit, There is no fucker worse than me.
My best friend tried to make me feel better and I just fucking shrugged her off.
I fucking hate, HATE.

And the hospital STILL Haven't got back to me... FUCK.

So it feels like we're missing some context.
Are you depressed because you're depressed/medical condition causing it, or is it life events.
And do you hate yourself for shrugging your friend off, or is it something else, or both?

Fair enough.

I'm fairly certain it's my medical condition, the connotations and symptoms of said condition and how the Hospital/Therapy are still "Considering" my case.
The hating myself is no doubt tied into the aforementioned medical condition, but shrugging my best friend off, when she was just trying to help, is not going to make it any better
(We've since made up, she apparently didn't take it personally because of my condition, She's very understanding of a lot of shit.)

Today was a better day though, and it's annoying because there will be More days like this, and more days like *that one* due to the medical condition.

by **Rumia29** » Sat Apr 26, 2014 4:17 am #1969

Remie Richards wrote:
Rumia29 wrote:
Remie Richards wrote:I fucking hate myself.
Absolutely.
I'm fucking shit, There is no fucker worse than me.
My best friend tried to make me feel better and I just fucking shrugged her off.
I fucking hate, HATE.

And the hospital STILL Haven't got back to me... FUCK.

So it feels like we're missing some context.
Are you depressed because you're depressed/medical condition causing it, or is it life events.
And do you hate yourself for shrugging your friend off, or is it something else, or both?

Fair enough.

I'm fairly certain it's my medical condition, the connotations and symptoms of said condition and how the Hospital/Therapy are still "Considering" my case.
The hating myself is no doubt tied into the aforementioned medical condition, but shrugging my best friend off, when she was just trying to help, is not going to make it any better
(We've since made up, she apparently didn't take it personally because of my condition, She's very understanding of a lot of shit.)

Today was a better day though, and it's annoying because there will be More days like this, and more days like *that one* due to the medical condition.

Is there anything you can particularly do to help avoid, or lessen the impact your condition has? Or is that what the Hospital is supposed to do, but has yet to do something about?
Because if there's any way to avoid days like that, I think it would probably be worthwhile to try and work towards it.
Although I can't really help you there. Depression isn't really my forte, despite the ever increasing amount of people on this community I found out that HAS the issue. Still, I'd look into some things if you can.

by **TheTerbs** » Sat Apr 26, 2014 6:59 am #1984

you could go get prescribed adderall, amphetamines are a good antidepressant

by **Remie Richards** » Sat Apr 26, 2014 4:25 pm #2037

Well, The Hospital and therapy are to get me on Prescription for one of 2 drugs, Either Antidepressants, or one more suited to my actual condition.
I can lessen it based on what I do in the day, if that makes sense, Certain things I just can't do because it'll immediately drop me down to a low, or maybe if the day's right, I won't feel a change at all, It's a very "Wavey" deal, some days it'll cripple me, others I won't even notice I have it.

But I can't really do anything else Professionally because of Medical procedure and stuff, I just need to be patient for them to get back to me.

by **ColonicAcid** » Sat Apr 26, 2014 7:52 pm #2061

Yeah uh here in England we don't give out medicine like it's candy ala America. They explore the ways that they can help you before they pump you up full of anti depressants

by **Remie Richards** » Sat Apr 26, 2014 7:57 pm #2062

ColonicAcid wrote:Yeah uh here in England we don't give out medicine like it's candy ala America. They explore the ways that they can help you before they pump you up full of anti depressants

Yeah, I'm glad they're looking for ways to help me, but I feel they're pushing too hard towards Antidepressants, it's not normal depression, it's caused by a condition, and I'd rather they sort that out so I don't end up back and forth-ing between all manner of drugs with no benefit.

by **fleure** » Sun Apr 27, 2014 4:43 pm #2194

For the first time in about a year I dressed to look appropriate for a job interview, and it's for attending a BDSM club.

by **TheTerbs** » Sun Apr 27, 2014 7:50 pm #2233

fleure wrote:For the first time in about a year I dressed to look appropriate for a job interview, and it's for attending a BDSM club.

fuckin

what

by **Rumia29** » Sun Apr 27, 2014 8:55 pm #2236

fleure wrote:For the first time in about a year I dressed to look appropriate for a job interview, and it's for attending a BDSM club.

Classy.

by **fleure** » Sun Apr 27, 2014 10:20 pm #2246

Rumia29 wrote:
fleure wrote:For the first time in about a year I dressed to look appropriate for a job interview, and it's for attending a BDSM club.

Classy.

I know right? The venue has a strictish dress code so I needed something to blend in. It was a fun event, though.

by **420goslingboy69** » Mon Apr 28, 2014 12:09 am #2256

I went to a BDSM club meeting. Was pretty gay, but was a good experience. I did it on a whim (as I do most things) and some fat black chick tried to get me to go to this place but I wouldn't go

by **Lovecraft** » Mon Apr 28, 2014 7:46 pm #2547

When my roommate and I started renting our current house, there was a stray cat that started coming around.
We fed him, and he went through cycles of coming and going. He would get into fights with God knows what, and was constantly cut up and limping.
He was super playful though, loved to be pet. I wasn't as close to him as I was my indoor cats, but we intended to bring him with us to Arizona this summer when we move because he was loved.
My roommate took him to the vet today, for the proper shots and the like, and the Doctor said he was so invested with tumors, and the cancer was so deep the only humane thing was put him down on the spot. Doctor was apparently surprised that he was still walking.
Oh well. Life goes on, right?

by **Munchlax** » Mon Apr 28, 2014 7:53 pm #2552

It does, atleast you still got your other non-tumorous cats!

by **SergeantSkread** » Mon Apr 28, 2014 7:56 pm #2553

A friend of mine died recently, it just feels extremely weird and creepy. i mean, one day I was having fun with her and other friends and stuff, laughing heartily, and the same night she dies in a pool of her own blood in her bathroom. It reminds you that you're not immortal and you can die at any time. I could get a fucking aneurysm typing this, shit's scary.

Her son is a little shit though, he shrugs it off like "She's a bitch anyway I only liked her because she bought me stuff."

by **Rumia29** » Tue Apr 29, 2014 2:07 am #2608

SergeantSkread wrote:A friend of mine died recently, it just feels extremely weird and creepy. i mean, one day I was having fun with her and other friends and stuff, laughing heartily, and the same night she dies in a pool of her own blood in her bathroom. It reminds you that you're not immortal and you can die at any time. I could get a fucking aneurysm typing this, shit's scary.

Her son is a little shit though, he shrugs it off like "She's a bitch anyway I only liked her because she bought me stuff."

Wow seriously? I hope you get better, I got a vague idea of how you're feeling, and it must be at least 10x crappier than I'm imagining.
You have my condolences.
Her kid though? You think he'd be the most affected. I dunno, that just baffles me how that cunt doesn't show much remorse over her moms death. It just fucking baffles me.

by **TheTerbs** » Tue Apr 29, 2014 4:36 am #2617

Rumia29 wrote:
SergeantSkread wrote:A friend of mine died recently, it just feels extremely weird and creepy. i mean, one day I was having fun with her and other friends and stuff, laughing heartily, and the same night she dies in a pool of her own blood in her bathroom. It reminds you that you're not immortal and you can die at any time. I could get a fucking aneurysm typing this, shit's scary.

Her son is a little shit though, he shrugs it off like "She's a bitch anyway I only liked her because she bought me stuff."

Wow seriously? I hope you get better, I got a vague idea of how you're feeling, and it must be at least 10x crappier than I'm imagining.
You have my condolences.
Her kid though? You think he'd be the most affected. I dunno, that just baffles me how that cunt doesn't show much remorse over her moms death. It just fucking baffles me.

Ok why don't you both chill the fuck out and try to look at this a differently, you lost a friend, this kid lost his fucking mother

Most children don't grieve like adults do, and the "oh whatever" thing is a coping method, this kid is fucked up and it doesn't sound like she slipped and fell in a bathtub and died, it sounds like his mother fucking killed herself. Trust me the shit this kid is going to experience in the next couple months is more than you can fucking imagine, simply because of the way children are he isn't going to process it properly right away, so wait a little while before calling a child who's mother died a "little cunt"

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denial