[StickyMayhem] poopbutt69 - wiz, cult, op, rev ban
Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2014 11:05 pm
Post Content:
Byond account: Poopbutt69
Character name: Alatar The Red (in this round, usually random name)
Banning admin: Stickymayhem
Time ban was placed (including time zone): 6:14 9/2/2014 EST
Ban reason and length:
Reason: Violating rule 1. 10k minute week ban.
Your side of the story:
So let me start by saying I like Stickymayhem and I think he is a great admin, I just disagree over this ban and it feels out of character for him. It is a 10k minute ban, so it is not the end of the world for me if it is not lifted, but I just felt like I have a strong enough case that I should post it here.
So, round type was wizard. I ended up dying pretty early and seeing wizard as a ghost. Wizard is probably my favorite antag role, so I hovered around him as ghost to see if he might summon an apprentice, but instead saw he summoned some magic for the crew. Seeing this and his name which was “NO NOT FUCKING WIZARD”, it was safe to assume he was going to do 5 x summon magic and guns and I didn’t feel like spectating that shit so I alt tabbed to do some other stuff.
Later on, about 5 or 6 minutes later, for no real reason, I lazily alt tab back in and see that somehow I actually AM an apprentice now. Fuck.
When you become an apprentice there is smoke and shit and you are pretty much always summoned on the wizards home base. Well, there was no smoke, I wasn’t on the home base, I was next to a security officer (that’s bad), in the small room that connects to the gulag shuttle with no way to escape (that’s bad) and the majority of the chat window covered by the ENTER YOUR NAME here box.
I fucking straight out panic, I have no idea how long ive been afk and I am not sure if he is cuffing me because I cant even see the chat box. As quick as I can I try to exit the box and magic missile before i do anything, in case he is cuffing me.
Naturally i completely misclick into a fireball. Not only do i misclick, I misclick into a wall, lighting myself on fire, making myself deaf, and knocking myself down. The officer is unharmed, apparently, hes not on fire nor knocked down. (though i dont know why he seemed like he was 2 tiles from the explosion). I panick some more. Anyway, I expect to be beaten to death. No. he just stands there.
now, at this point I am VERY confused as to why he hasn’t arrested me or beat me to death, but I am very injured and very deaf, i am also trapped. I dont know what to do. I remember my scroll and port to medbay to heal myself, im in red health and very close to dying.
Once I step foot into medbay I get admin helped almost immediately saying “did you just fireball the wizard” and im thinking to myself… no. no I didn’t. unless... fuck. The officer was the wizard. Which would explain why he didnt beat me to death. Essentially, I fireballed myself into a wall next to the wizard, panicked and ported out. Suguri, the wizard, is pissed and makes sure to inform stickymayhem of his anger at me.
What proceeded was a 20 minute admin help session resulting in me being banned for being a dick.
Why you think you should be unbanned:
I'm basically here to try and say, i never meant to be a dick and it wasn't my intention if i sounded that way. Throughout the 20 minute ahelp session, I was in medbay, surrounded by people, trying to heal myself, survive, fight, figure out how to help the wizard and reconnect with him, and just generally play the game and keep it moving after that mistake, because at the end of the day i just wanted to undo what i did by recovering from it and making the round fun again.
But stickymayhem did not let up on the ahelps, he kept messaging me again and again, until I was forced to have to go hide in a trash can for 16 minutes just so I could talk to him. I was, admittedly getting a little frustrated because I felt like I had told him all there was to the story, (there wasnt much to it, i fucked up.) i didnt know why he insisted on keeping talking to me, i just wanted to fix the round i had broke. but he never gave me that chance.
the wizard was alive for the entire time the ahelps were going on, and eventually died because i wasn't there to help him. i wanted to reconnect with him and protect him, I feel like stickymayhem not only stopped me from doing that, but then banned me for it.
Regardless of what stickymayhem believes, I actually was and am really was sorry and genuinely never meant any harm to the wizard. I am a panicky guy and I panicked, and the only reason I was at all curt with him on the admin help was because I was trying to salvage the round by surviving, which was impossible with the constant admin messages and him telling me how im banned and im an asshole and all this shit, and I’m just confused and trying to play the game after making one mistake.
Really, in the most simple terms I feel like I was entrapped by stickymayhem. He continued to pester me with admin helps again and again and again until I snapped and then banned me, not for the incident (which he claims he never intended to ban me for, so why the constant ahelps?) but instead banned me for snapping at the harassment. When I apologized for snapping he said “too late” then chose a very random assortment of antag roles to ban me from, for a very random amount of time, 10k minutes. I just wanted to play the game and have fun. I make mistakes like everyone else, I just feel like I was punished severely when I tried so hard to establish that I did not make the mistake out of malice.
I feel like I was picked on, in the simplest terms, and I’m still trying to figure out why.
If anyone is interested this is the full admin log, with nothing taken out. Again, if I am at all flippant in any of these responses, remember I am being attacked by the entire crew as he is messaging me, and that this takes place over 20 minutes.
Log:
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Did you fireball your wizard?
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PM to-Admins: no
PM to-Admins: i fireballed some fucking security dude then ran away
PM to-Admins: im fine now though
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Apparently it hit the wizard
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PM to-Admins: well i was pretty fuckign deaf
PM to-Admins: from the fireball
PM to-Admins: and stuff
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: And deafness means you can fireball the wizard then teleport away?
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-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: The guard was your master
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-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Maybe by stopping the murderbone bus for two seconds before checking who the master was
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PM to-Admins: murderbone implies i tried to kill him bro
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You fireball MM'ed him immediately
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PM to-Admins: i fucking hit magic missle and i hit fireball on accident because i spawned next to a fucking sec officer
PM to-Admins: YEAH DUDE
PM to-Admins: what would you do spawning next to a fucking sec officer
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: 1: Protect Suguri, the wizard.
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PM to-Admins: ok listen
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: that is your only objective
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PM to-Admins: i cant fucking type to you
PM to-Admins: and play at the same time
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: This is no different to a construct attacking it's master
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PM to-Admins: so if youre goign to fucking ban me or whatever
PM to-Admins: then go for it
PM to-Admins: like i dont evne fuckign care
PM to-Admins: i spawned next to a sec officer, panicked fireballed him and left
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: then you fucked up
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PM to-Admins: like, obviously that was not a griefing intent
PM to-Admins: youre the one thats fucking me up right now because im surronuded by people
PM to-Admins: and i cnat fucking type to you right now
PM to-Admins: like the game is on going
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: And you fucked up Suguri's round
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PM to-Admins: so i dont know what you fucking want from me
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Go somewhere quiet.
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PM to-Admins: ?????????????
PM to-Admins: if you cant understand how i was confused then
PM to-Admins: theres literally nothign i can see
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Your attitude is pretty horrible.
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PM to-Admins: how is my attitude bad
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Your first actual text says in big words the name of your master
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PM to-Admins: youre fucking like
PM to-Admins: dude i was fucking alt tabbed
PM to-Admins: came in and saw the fucking 'name your wizard shit taking up half the screen'
PM to-Admins: and im next to a fuckign sec officer
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Along with the Protect Suguri objective
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PM to-Admins: so obviously i went to magic missle and get the fuck out
PM to-Admins: the first thing on my mind was to fucking get out of there nad i didnt see shit about suguri
PM to-Admins: right now im literaly afk talking to you
PM to-Admins: how is this a good idea on your part
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: It was a confusing situation but you should really should have taken a moment to see what was going on and been less abrasive in ahelps
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PM to-Admins: and now you made it MUCH worse
PM to-Admins: because im fuckign sitting here ahelping you
PM to-Admins: like, couldnt this have fucking waited
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: All you gave me was indignation because I was ruining your round while you've ruined someone elses and couldn't give less of a shit
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PM to-Admins: im trying to fucking do whatever i was summoned to do
PM to-Admins: and youre fucking like, i dont know what you are trying to do right now
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: I think that ship has sailed
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PM to-Admins: you obviously know it was a mistake
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: I'm trying to get you to understand why it is this ban is going to be fairly long.
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PM to-Admins: that was in part because i clicked fireball instead of magic missle, which was a mistake because i was fucking panicked
PM to-Admins: dude
PM to-Admins: how are you going to ban someone for an accident
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: This is 20% the mistake and 80% your appalling attitude
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PM to-Admins: dude
PM to-Admins: what do you want me to say im sorry i fireballed him i obviously didnt mean to fuck him up
PM to-Admins: it was an accident and i was alt tabbed
PM to-Admins: like i feel like youre personally attacking me
PM to-Admins: when it was a fucking accident and im saying im sorry
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You're not sorry you fucked up you're sorry you're getting banned for it
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PM to-Admins: ??????
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: The first thing you did was get pissy that I was messing with your round
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PM to-Admins: thats not true at all
PM to-Admins: jesus christ
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You didn't apologize until you realized you were getting a ban
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PM to-Admins: because i didnt think you could fucking ban people over shit like this
PM to-Admins: and im still 99 percent sure you cant
PM to-Admins: like, i have no problem with you and i actually AM sorry i hit the guy
PM to-Admins: but if you think it i did on purpose and that i need some ban or something then youre misunderstanding completely me
PM to-Admins: ive said im sorry, we've established it was an accident
PM to-Admins: i just wish that i could like understand whats going on
PM to-Admins: because i feel like i dont understand what your point of view on this is at all
You have been jobbanned by stickymayhem from: wizard.
The reason is: Was spawned as apprentice by an antag and fireballed them immediately before taking his bearings. Mistake wasn't great but this attitude was utterly appalling, particularly as he accused me of picking on him and was actually angry that I was interrupting his round after he fucked with someone elses.
This jobban will be lifted in 10080 minutes.
You have been jobbanned by stickymayhem from: cultist.
The reason is: Was spawned as apprentice by an antag and fireballed them immediately before taking his bearings. Mistake wasn't great but this attitude was utterly appalling, particularly as he accused me of picking on him and was actually angry that I was interrupting his round after he fucked with someone elses.
This jobban will be lifted in 10080 minutes.
You have been jobbanned by stickymayhem from: operative.
The reason is: Was spawned as apprentice by an antag and fireballed them immediately before taking his bearings. Mistake wasn't great but this attitude was utterly appalling, particularly as he accused me of picking on him and was actually angry that I was interrupting his round after he fucked with someone elses.
This jobban will be lifted in 10080 minutes.
You have been jobbanned by stickymayhem from: revolutionary.
The reason is: Was spawned as apprentice by an antag and fireballed them immediately before taking his bearings. Mistake wasn't great but this attitude was utterly appalling, particularly as he accused me of picking on him and was actually angry that I was interrupting his round after he fucked with someone elses.
This jobban will be lifted in 10080 minutes.
PM to-Admins: i dont know why youre doing this, you know im going to post this on the forums
PM to-Admins: this is like completely a personal attack
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: I'm sure you will.
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-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: I barely know you. This isn't personal.
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PM to-Admins: it is and i have the logs to show that
PM to-Admins: like i dont want to fucking go with this drama shit
PM to-Admins: i dont know why you would want to do this
PM to-Admins: can you please just, like explain to me clearly why youre doing this, i want to understand. if i understand i wont post a forum shit about it because i dont want to do that
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You made a shit mistake because you weren't paying attention or whatever. And that would have been fine if you had been sorry, felt bad or shown any kind of understanding that what you did utterly shit someone up.
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-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Instead you were horrified that I would dare to intrude on your round, accused me of letting emotions get into it and making this a personal attack, and otherwise acted ridiculously all the way up until you realized this was ban-worthy behaviour.
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-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You were a dick. That's rule 1.
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-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You have a weekban from teamantag and wizard.
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PM to-Admins: i am sorry for being a dick and i actually am legitimately sorry about fucking up the wizard
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: It's not the end of the world but you acted like shit to be honest.
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PM to-Admins: like it wasnt at all something i did on purpose
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You didn't show it for a long while.
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PM to-Admins: in all honesty i was in medbay panicking and trying to fucking like survive and shit
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: I can deal with mistakes if people show some damn humanity about them before they realize it's going to adversely affect them.
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PM to-Admins: and if that panicking sounding like, indignity or anger at you the nim sorry
PM to-Admins: i genuinely didnt think it was a big deal in part because he seemed fine when i left as well so i mistook the gravity of what i did
Byond account: Poopbutt69
Character name: Alatar The Red (in this round, usually random name)
Banning admin: Stickymayhem
Time ban was placed (including time zone): 6:14 9/2/2014 EST
Ban reason and length:
Reason: Violating rule 1. 10k minute week ban.
Your side of the story:
So let me start by saying I like Stickymayhem and I think he is a great admin, I just disagree over this ban and it feels out of character for him. It is a 10k minute ban, so it is not the end of the world for me if it is not lifted, but I just felt like I have a strong enough case that I should post it here.
So, round type was wizard. I ended up dying pretty early and seeing wizard as a ghost. Wizard is probably my favorite antag role, so I hovered around him as ghost to see if he might summon an apprentice, but instead saw he summoned some magic for the crew. Seeing this and his name which was “NO NOT FUCKING WIZARD”, it was safe to assume he was going to do 5 x summon magic and guns and I didn’t feel like spectating that shit so I alt tabbed to do some other stuff.
Later on, about 5 or 6 minutes later, for no real reason, I lazily alt tab back in and see that somehow I actually AM an apprentice now. Fuck.
When you become an apprentice there is smoke and shit and you are pretty much always summoned on the wizards home base. Well, there was no smoke, I wasn’t on the home base, I was next to a security officer (that’s bad), in the small room that connects to the gulag shuttle with no way to escape (that’s bad) and the majority of the chat window covered by the ENTER YOUR NAME here box.
I fucking straight out panic, I have no idea how long ive been afk and I am not sure if he is cuffing me because I cant even see the chat box. As quick as I can I try to exit the box and magic missile before i do anything, in case he is cuffing me.
Naturally i completely misclick into a fireball. Not only do i misclick, I misclick into a wall, lighting myself on fire, making myself deaf, and knocking myself down. The officer is unharmed, apparently, hes not on fire nor knocked down. (though i dont know why he seemed like he was 2 tiles from the explosion). I panick some more. Anyway, I expect to be beaten to death. No. he just stands there.
now, at this point I am VERY confused as to why he hasn’t arrested me or beat me to death, but I am very injured and very deaf, i am also trapped. I dont know what to do. I remember my scroll and port to medbay to heal myself, im in red health and very close to dying.
Once I step foot into medbay I get admin helped almost immediately saying “did you just fireball the wizard” and im thinking to myself… no. no I didn’t. unless... fuck. The officer was the wizard. Which would explain why he didnt beat me to death. Essentially, I fireballed myself into a wall next to the wizard, panicked and ported out. Suguri, the wizard, is pissed and makes sure to inform stickymayhem of his anger at me.
What proceeded was a 20 minute admin help session resulting in me being banned for being a dick.
Why you think you should be unbanned:
I'm basically here to try and say, i never meant to be a dick and it wasn't my intention if i sounded that way. Throughout the 20 minute ahelp session, I was in medbay, surrounded by people, trying to heal myself, survive, fight, figure out how to help the wizard and reconnect with him, and just generally play the game and keep it moving after that mistake, because at the end of the day i just wanted to undo what i did by recovering from it and making the round fun again.
But stickymayhem did not let up on the ahelps, he kept messaging me again and again, until I was forced to have to go hide in a trash can for 16 minutes just so I could talk to him. I was, admittedly getting a little frustrated because I felt like I had told him all there was to the story, (there wasnt much to it, i fucked up.) i didnt know why he insisted on keeping talking to me, i just wanted to fix the round i had broke. but he never gave me that chance.
the wizard was alive for the entire time the ahelps were going on, and eventually died because i wasn't there to help him. i wanted to reconnect with him and protect him, I feel like stickymayhem not only stopped me from doing that, but then banned me for it.
Regardless of what stickymayhem believes, I actually was and am really was sorry and genuinely never meant any harm to the wizard. I am a panicky guy and I panicked, and the only reason I was at all curt with him on the admin help was because I was trying to salvage the round by surviving, which was impossible with the constant admin messages and him telling me how im banned and im an asshole and all this shit, and I’m just confused and trying to play the game after making one mistake.
Really, in the most simple terms I feel like I was entrapped by stickymayhem. He continued to pester me with admin helps again and again and again until I snapped and then banned me, not for the incident (which he claims he never intended to ban me for, so why the constant ahelps?) but instead banned me for snapping at the harassment. When I apologized for snapping he said “too late” then chose a very random assortment of antag roles to ban me from, for a very random amount of time, 10k minutes. I just wanted to play the game and have fun. I make mistakes like everyone else, I just feel like I was punished severely when I tried so hard to establish that I did not make the mistake out of malice.
I feel like I was picked on, in the simplest terms, and I’m still trying to figure out why.
If anyone is interested this is the full admin log, with nothing taken out. Again, if I am at all flippant in any of these responses, remember I am being attacked by the entire crew as he is messaging me, and that this takes place over 20 minutes.
Log:
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Did you fireball your wizard?
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PM to-Admins: no
PM to-Admins: i fireballed some fucking security dude then ran away
PM to-Admins: im fine now though
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Apparently it hit the wizard
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PM to-Admins: well i was pretty fuckign deaf
PM to-Admins: from the fireball
PM to-Admins: and stuff
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: And deafness means you can fireball the wizard then teleport away?
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-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: The guard was your master
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-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Maybe by stopping the murderbone bus for two seconds before checking who the master was
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PM to-Admins: murderbone implies i tried to kill him bro
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You fireball MM'ed him immediately
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PM to-Admins: i fucking hit magic missle and i hit fireball on accident because i spawned next to a fucking sec officer
PM to-Admins: YEAH DUDE
PM to-Admins: what would you do spawning next to a fucking sec officer
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: 1: Protect Suguri, the wizard.
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PM to-Admins: ok listen
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: that is your only objective
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PM to-Admins: i cant fucking type to you
PM to-Admins: and play at the same time
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: This is no different to a construct attacking it's master
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PM to-Admins: so if youre goign to fucking ban me or whatever
PM to-Admins: then go for it
PM to-Admins: like i dont evne fuckign care
PM to-Admins: i spawned next to a sec officer, panicked fireballed him and left
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: then you fucked up
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PM to-Admins: like, obviously that was not a griefing intent
PM to-Admins: youre the one thats fucking me up right now because im surronuded by people
PM to-Admins: and i cnat fucking type to you right now
PM to-Admins: like the game is on going
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: And you fucked up Suguri's round
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PM to-Admins: so i dont know what you fucking want from me
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Go somewhere quiet.
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PM to-Admins: ?????????????
PM to-Admins: if you cant understand how i was confused then
PM to-Admins: theres literally nothign i can see
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Your attitude is pretty horrible.
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PM to-Admins: how is my attitude bad
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Your first actual text says in big words the name of your master
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PM to-Admins: youre fucking like
PM to-Admins: dude i was fucking alt tabbed
PM to-Admins: came in and saw the fucking 'name your wizard shit taking up half the screen'
PM to-Admins: and im next to a fuckign sec officer
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Along with the Protect Suguri objective
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PM to-Admins: so obviously i went to magic missle and get the fuck out
PM to-Admins: the first thing on my mind was to fucking get out of there nad i didnt see shit about suguri
PM to-Admins: right now im literaly afk talking to you
PM to-Admins: how is this a good idea on your part
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: It was a confusing situation but you should really should have taken a moment to see what was going on and been less abrasive in ahelps
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PM to-Admins: and now you made it MUCH worse
PM to-Admins: because im fuckign sitting here ahelping you
PM to-Admins: like, couldnt this have fucking waited
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: All you gave me was indignation because I was ruining your round while you've ruined someone elses and couldn't give less of a shit
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PM to-Admins: im trying to fucking do whatever i was summoned to do
PM to-Admins: and youre fucking like, i dont know what you are trying to do right now
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: I think that ship has sailed
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PM to-Admins: you obviously know it was a mistake
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: I'm trying to get you to understand why it is this ban is going to be fairly long.
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PM to-Admins: that was in part because i clicked fireball instead of magic missle, which was a mistake because i was fucking panicked
PM to-Admins: dude
PM to-Admins: how are you going to ban someone for an accident
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: This is 20% the mistake and 80% your appalling attitude
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PM to-Admins: dude
PM to-Admins: what do you want me to say im sorry i fireballed him i obviously didnt mean to fuck him up
PM to-Admins: it was an accident and i was alt tabbed
PM to-Admins: like i feel like youre personally attacking me
PM to-Admins: when it was a fucking accident and im saying im sorry
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You're not sorry you fucked up you're sorry you're getting banned for it
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PM to-Admins: ??????
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: The first thing you did was get pissy that I was messing with your round
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PM to-Admins: thats not true at all
PM to-Admins: jesus christ
-- Administrator private message --
Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You didn't apologize until you realized you were getting a ban
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PM to-Admins: because i didnt think you could fucking ban people over shit like this
PM to-Admins: and im still 99 percent sure you cant
PM to-Admins: like, i have no problem with you and i actually AM sorry i hit the guy
PM to-Admins: but if you think it i did on purpose and that i need some ban or something then youre misunderstanding completely me
PM to-Admins: ive said im sorry, we've established it was an accident
PM to-Admins: i just wish that i could like understand whats going on
PM to-Admins: because i feel like i dont understand what your point of view on this is at all
You have been jobbanned by stickymayhem from: wizard.
The reason is: Was spawned as apprentice by an antag and fireballed them immediately before taking his bearings. Mistake wasn't great but this attitude was utterly appalling, particularly as he accused me of picking on him and was actually angry that I was interrupting his round after he fucked with someone elses.
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You have been jobbanned by stickymayhem from: cultist.
The reason is: Was spawned as apprentice by an antag and fireballed them immediately before taking his bearings. Mistake wasn't great but this attitude was utterly appalling, particularly as he accused me of picking on him and was actually angry that I was interrupting his round after he fucked with someone elses.
This jobban will be lifted in 10080 minutes.
You have been jobbanned by stickymayhem from: operative.
The reason is: Was spawned as apprentice by an antag and fireballed them immediately before taking his bearings. Mistake wasn't great but this attitude was utterly appalling, particularly as he accused me of picking on him and was actually angry that I was interrupting his round after he fucked with someone elses.
This jobban will be lifted in 10080 minutes.
You have been jobbanned by stickymayhem from: revolutionary.
The reason is: Was spawned as apprentice by an antag and fireballed them immediately before taking his bearings. Mistake wasn't great but this attitude was utterly appalling, particularly as he accused me of picking on him and was actually angry that I was interrupting his round after he fucked with someone elses.
This jobban will be lifted in 10080 minutes.
PM to-Admins: i dont know why youre doing this, you know im going to post this on the forums
PM to-Admins: this is like completely a personal attack
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Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: I'm sure you will.
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Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: I barely know you. This isn't personal.
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PM to-Admins: it is and i have the logs to show that
PM to-Admins: like i dont want to fucking go with this drama shit
PM to-Admins: i dont know why you would want to do this
PM to-Admins: can you please just, like explain to me clearly why youre doing this, i want to understand. if i understand i wont post a forum shit about it because i dont want to do that
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Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You made a shit mistake because you weren't paying attention or whatever. And that would have been fine if you had been sorry, felt bad or shown any kind of understanding that what you did utterly shit someone up.
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Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: Instead you were horrified that I would dare to intrude on your round, accused me of letting emotions get into it and making this a personal attack, and otherwise acted ridiculously all the way up until you realized this was ban-worthy behaviour.
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Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You were a dick. That's rule 1.
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Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You have a weekban from teamantag and wizard.
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PM to-Admins: i am sorry for being a dick and i actually am legitimately sorry about fucking up the wizard
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Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: It's not the end of the world but you acted like shit to be honest.
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PM to-Admins: like it wasnt at all something i did on purpose
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Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: You didn't show it for a long while.
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PM to-Admins: in all honesty i was in medbay panicking and trying to fucking like survive and shit
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Admin PM from-Stickymayhem: I can deal with mistakes if people show some damn humanity about them before they realize it's going to adversely affect them.
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PM to-Admins: and if that panicking sounding like, indignity or anger at you the nim sorry
PM to-Admins: i genuinely didnt think it was a big deal in part because he seemed fine when i left as well so i mistook the gravity of what i did