Ah, we've gone from "admin thought i stole it" to "i was going to put it back", despite your vocal statements about just stealing it.
Then there's this, which is where you got your initial rep as a possible griefer, where you killed someone for no reason, and were told not to
Which is exactly what happened here. You claim, in the ticket, that you're "having a fight", there's no such thing, you wordlessly attack the lizard here and beat them to crit, all they ever achieve is a couple of shoves on you half way through as defence. Also while round removal is a dick move as you note, you're actually not supposed to just kill people for no reason. Or attack them for no reason. Which you already know because there's a ticket above of you doing the exact same thing once already.
So, what, third times the charm? Along with the mod suit and SM stuff?
So, I'd like a bit more context and thus I pulled a bunch of your rounds and looked over them. Not all of them are displayed here, scrubby has some weird indexing and there's been some weird filtering in parsed-logs apparently (which also affects scrubby's round listing). Some of the rounds are fairly normal, but the ammount with events of note is slightly over half the rounds I actually looked in to.
Round 210586 - 1 min 4 sec round start suicide
Round 210583 - non antag injecting people with blindness mutator, gets killed for it, IC OOC's about it, interesting bit at the end where 5-6 people murder them (mostly non antags) on the shuttle after they fireaxe a borg and someone else?
Round 210582 - late join, disconnects within 1 minute
Round 210570 - OOC in IC - Ezo1/(Shade of Jonas Leech) "dude has been playing this for years" - false accuse the person your shade is bound to Ezo1/(Shade of Jonas Leech) "hes a nukie" (there are no nukies), then logs out for 25 minutes as the shade. became shaded by losing a spirit bound duel, a choice of their own making, suitably bitter about it "kill yourself" not very "loyal shade" of you, particularly calling them a nukie.
Round 210568 - monkifies someone. does mutadone them too.
Round 210507 - dies to demon, becomes syndie lavaland, stabs team mate with energy sword, calls it a "prank", gets gunned down by two other syndie lavaland. respawns into lavaland again, the other two there know who it is and somehow they end up dying again (not sure why, then again its all very multiple life problems)
Round 210498 - Prisoner - points out the other person has a shank. a lot. attacks the person who has a shank. gets shanked (!) and then epied. Gets healed, sent back to prison, starts attacking the other prisoner again. and the seccie. gets batoned. returned to prison, attacks other prisoner (same one, third time), gets cuffed, threatens to suicide, gets uncuffed, attacks again, finally gets the kill on the other player, really not escalation policy. Later on for some reason attacks the captain, in the captains quarters, with the chain of command, and gets gunned down for it.
Round 210494 - Suicided, took space bartender, suicided within a minute, took beach bum, suicided in 40 seconds, became charlie station engineer, 7 second suicide, took charlie station sec, ends up getting killed by one of the other players after stabbing them with a knife a bunch of times
Round 208163 - original note for killing someone
So all in all we have
- Murdered a player FNR and was told not to by the admin
- Does this again anyway.
- Couple of early non antag suicides
- Some IC in OOC about your own death, some OOC in IC, while being salty.
- Failure to play loyal shade as loyal, fake calling antag against the person you're loyal to.
- Various genetics grief, some of which gets undone. The grief with the mod suits.
- Various issues with ghost roles and attacking team mates and getting killed for it
- Various ghost role suicides
- Various self antagging ; lots of attacking people for what doesn't seem like good (or in fact any) reason, including the two kills administratively handled, all the stuff with the other prisoner, the captain, the shuttle event, the ghost roles, the shade.
Why did I look into all this. Well, I'll buy you're a newer player, though that doesn't really change the fact you FNR murdered two people minimum now. You're probably not an evader/griefer if I accept you're a newer player, but that doesn't mean you're not just a griefer in general. And the trick with permabans is the question "will they change". So looking back over your history will both give me an idea how you generally behave and play, and thus how you're likely to continue to behave and play, beyond the scope of this current incident.
And what I find is not compelling, its someone pushing the line or over the line quite regularly, so lets start with some basic questions ; have you read the rules, and if so, how do you explain your activities of the shift I permabanned you on in terms of the rules?