[PERMA] [HenriqueKill9576] Rick Ricardo
Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2024 5:15 pm
BYOND account: Zawax
Character name: Rick Ricardo
Ban type: Server
Ban length: Permanent
Ban reason: Shitter behaviour, firstly went around calling people fags, then began doing the same with "retard" after being told it was allowed. The next round, started to punch random people while calling them retards, shooting revolvers around randomly, blowing up CAS fuel tanks, etc.
Time ban was placed: It was 17:45 in Spain, can't see any time stamp anywhere.
Round ID in which ban was placed: The round ID is 25688.
Your side of the story: I am going through a tough time, dealing with an ADHD medication crash and experiencing it's physical and psychollogical symptoms.
Firstly, I didn't "call people fags" I merely said "you are English slang for a cigarette, 3 letters," to ONE player in response to being repeatedly insulted with the term "retarded" by him.
I agree that even this indirect language was inappropriate, and I regret it. After this an admin appeared as a spatial agen and also used hurtful language towards me, calling me retarded too. This made me even more frustrated, triggering me and in response I agree I acted a little bit like a shitter.
I did call a few players retards next round-start, but regarding the physical altercation, I want to clarify that I didn't randomly assault "people". It was a specific individual who started shoving me after verbal exchange. The situation escalated into a fistfight.
Regarding the incident with CAS fuel tanks, it was entirely accidental. While dual wielding and firing hangar's revolvers in frustration, I accidentally hit the tanks, causing an explosion. I immediately recognized my mistake and stated that it wasn't intentional. After the explosion, without any warning or bwoink from Enrique, I was suddenly permabanned, with no chance to explain anything.
I realize that my actions were fueled by a combination of stress and emotional distress. I take full responsibility for my behavior and am committed to handling similar situations more appropriately in the future. Again, I apologize for any harm or inconvenience I may have caused.
Why you think you should be unbanned: I've never been banned here and barely have a couple warnings at around 100h playtime. This was just an isolated accident and not deserving of a sudden permaban, from my point of view.
My actions were fueled by a combination of stress and emotional distress, and being called slurs only increased my frustration. I'm sorry for acting out and am commited to handling these situations more appropiately in the future, and I apologize for any incovenience or emotional damage I may have caused.
References of good conduct: I don't play anywhere else.
Character name: Rick Ricardo
Ban type: Server
Ban length: Permanent
Ban reason: Shitter behaviour, firstly went around calling people fags, then began doing the same with "retard" after being told it was allowed. The next round, started to punch random people while calling them retards, shooting revolvers around randomly, blowing up CAS fuel tanks, etc.
Time ban was placed: It was 17:45 in Spain, can't see any time stamp anywhere.
Round ID in which ban was placed: The round ID is 25688.
Your side of the story: I am going through a tough time, dealing with an ADHD medication crash and experiencing it's physical and psychollogical symptoms.
Firstly, I didn't "call people fags" I merely said "you are English slang for a cigarette, 3 letters," to ONE player in response to being repeatedly insulted with the term "retarded" by him.
I agree that even this indirect language was inappropriate, and I regret it. After this an admin appeared as a spatial agen and also used hurtful language towards me, calling me retarded too. This made me even more frustrated, triggering me and in response I agree I acted a little bit like a shitter.
I did call a few players retards next round-start, but regarding the physical altercation, I want to clarify that I didn't randomly assault "people". It was a specific individual who started shoving me after verbal exchange. The situation escalated into a fistfight.
Regarding the incident with CAS fuel tanks, it was entirely accidental. While dual wielding and firing hangar's revolvers in frustration, I accidentally hit the tanks, causing an explosion. I immediately recognized my mistake and stated that it wasn't intentional. After the explosion, without any warning or bwoink from Enrique, I was suddenly permabanned, with no chance to explain anything.
I realize that my actions were fueled by a combination of stress and emotional distress. I take full responsibility for my behavior and am committed to handling similar situations more appropriately in the future. Again, I apologize for any harm or inconvenience I may have caused.
Why you think you should be unbanned: I've never been banned here and barely have a couple warnings at around 100h playtime. This was just an isolated accident and not deserving of a sudden permaban, from my point of view.
My actions were fueled by a combination of stress and emotional distress, and being called slurs only increased my frustration. I'm sorry for acting out and am commited to handling these situations more appropiately in the future, and I apologize for any incovenience or emotional damage I may have caused.
References of good conduct: I don't play anywhere else.