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XSI wrote:I'm Dutch
The Dutch all ride bicycles
We're surprised if a road doesn't have a bike lane.
What do you need?
tusterman11 wrote:Can you stop lying? I just asked you and you are was a piece of shiit on me!!!
Kor wrote:I wish Wyzack was still an admin.
tusterman11 wrote:Can you stop lying? I just asked you and you are was a piece of shiit on me!!!
Kor wrote:I wish Wyzack was still an admin.
EndgamerAzari wrote:Only one more week at this job
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TheWiznard wrote:jmad you read a book out loud to no one for two hours
EndgamerAzari wrote:KITTY
Very handsome
I bought this:Spoiler:
qwert wrote:EndgamerAzari wrote:KITTY
Very handsome
I bought this:Spoiler:
Where do you store all your neon signs?
Will it be brighter then nuclear explosion, if you turn them all on in the same time?
SJ212 wrote:i've been busy for the past few months and i finally got into college for a welding diploma. so far i enjoy it and the best part is with all the financial aid i get i haven't had to pay a cent to go. there's a shitload to take in though, so that's been kinda difficult to cope with.
NikNakFlak wrote:....It's true...that is why I removed my forum avatar
lumipharon wrote:ass parasite was pretty meh when I tried it.
Falamazeer wrote:Spoiler:
An0n3 wrote:Got to visit my grandfather in the hospital. In his own, tired words "This is hell. I'm in hell."
I guess I have the opposite perspective of Falamazeer in that it seems like all too often people cling to their elderly relatives in my experience. They push them to keep struggling and suffering through a life that lacks any quality experiences or purpose. It hurts to say this but I'm pretty sure my grandfather is ready to die, he's been ready to die for a long time, but my parents can't handle the guilt of letting him go and so they keep bullying him to keep fighting and holding on.
On a good day he passes in and out of consciousness in a chair in his tiny little allotment in their house, mostly by himself. He's in constant pain. Sometimes he watches a little television but mostly he just sleeps. He can't get up to go to the bathroom and he isn't flexible enough to pull his own sweatpants down so my parents have to help him with that. He can at least manage the rest on his own, but it's not enough to really sustain any kind of dignity.
It's been a while since he had a day even that good, though. He mostly just suffers in and out of consciousness alone in different hospital rooms or "recovery" programs that don't make any sense to be called a "recovery" program. He's pushing 100 years old. His health can't really improve. He's over the hump, it's just all downhill step by step from here. You aren't going to get him running on a treadmill and building up muscles. He's not going to get in shape or return the lost years to his body. It's a fucking lie.
He's still my hero, he'll always be like a hero to me, but I'm beginning to believe we should just honor his wishes and let the old man go where he has decided it is his time to go.
We're just shaming him and ruining our collective memories of him at this point. Because letting go hurts too much all at once we're just making everyone suffer for as long as we can go, prolonging the inevitable hurt.
It's fucking stupid and it makes me feel ashamed of myself and my family for making him go through this but at the same time I can't just tell my parents to leave him alone.
An0n3 wrote:I cannot summarize this, read it.
SJ212
NikNakFlak wrote:....It's true...that is why I removed my forum avatar
lumipharon wrote:ass parasite was pretty meh when I tried it.
Falamazeer wrote:Spoiler:
SJ212 wrote:Falamazeer wrote:Spoiler:
well i'm 19 so i still live with my mom and brother, who cover rent and food, and my dad has been paying for gas. so minus gas this is more just extra money.
not sure how much is left in the grant at this point though since i can't check, but it should still have plenty left over after all that because i got the max amount. if there isn't i'm just gonna stick to the essentials, not too big of an issue.
NikNakFlak wrote:....It's true...that is why I removed my forum avatar
lumipharon wrote:ass parasite was pretty meh when I tried it.
Falamazeer wrote:Spoiler:
NikNakFlak wrote:....It's true...that is why I removed my forum avatar
lumipharon wrote:ass parasite was pretty meh when I tried it.
Falamazeer wrote:Spoiler:
tusterman11 wrote:Can you stop lying? I just asked you and you are was a piece of shiit on me!!!
Kor wrote:I wish Wyzack was still an admin.
Wyzack wrote:Going to see Ninja Sex Party play the Opera House in Toronto tonight, so fucking excited!
tusterman11 wrote:Can you stop lying? I just asked you and you are was a piece of shiit on me!!!
Kor wrote:I wish Wyzack was still an admin.
NikNakFlak wrote:....It's true...that is why I removed my forum avatar
lumipharon wrote:ass parasite was pretty meh when I tried it.
tusterman11 wrote:Can you stop lying? I just asked you and you are was a piece of shiit on me!!!
Kor wrote:I wish Wyzack was still an admin.
SJ212 wrote:i think i'll go with something cheap for now and maybe 2nd or 3rd semester i'll spend a bit more. thanks for the all the help, i really appreciate it.
NikNakFlak wrote:....It's true...that is why I removed my forum avatar
lumipharon wrote:ass parasite was pretty meh when I tried it.
tusterman11 wrote:Can you stop lying? I just asked you and you are was a piece of shiit on me!!!
Kor wrote:I wish Wyzack was still an admin.
TheWiznard wrote:jmad you read a book out loud to no one for two hours
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