ikarrus-Litlbear: Assistant Ban Appeal

[Litlbear]

Byond account and character name: Litlbear
Banning admin: ikarrus
Ban reason and length: Permanent, ?
Time ban was placed (including time zone): ?
Your side of the story: I'm sure I did something bad, but to be honest it had to be awhile ago, I have no recollection of what I did and I cannot view the actual ban because it's a job ban, not a ban from the server
Why you think you should be unbanned: Yeah, I was a dickhead and probably still am, but I honestly did change and really enjoy playing on this server. I've fucked up multiple times, but would honestly appreciate a last chance, since while I can play, I really only enjoy playing Assistant, not a fan of the other jobs. I don't want to be forced to play a job I dislike, or have to stand in line at the HoP every round to get the job I would like to start with. Thanks for your time, hopefully you'll give me a chance.