BYOND account: Jonashx
Character name: Jimmy Quark
Ban type: Server
Ban length: Permanent
Ban reason: During round 218196, engaged in an ingame funeral for an OOC in IC reason(the banning of another player), and told the staff members involved to kill themselves. As Captain, organized the funeral, and then later in deadchat, told another player to kill themselves. Jonashx/(Jimmy Quark) (DEAD) "you are a 30 year old porn fetishist that steals felinids shoes in a online game" Jonashx/(Jimmy Quark) (DEAD) "you should honestly get the rope"
Time ban was placed: 2023-11-05 20:33
Server you were playing on when banned: Terry
Round ID in which ban was placed: 218208
Logs relevant to this appeal:
https://tgstation13.org/parsed-logs/ter ... 6/game.txt
After taking a longer break to think this through, I would like to address and clear up everything concerning my ban. This time off has helped me fully understand the severity of the consequences by my very own actions.
The funeral
I will keep this part short because I understand that this is the less important aspect of my ban, but since it is still a part of the ban reason I should still go into my reasoning for organising the funeral.
The plan for the funeral was thought out beforehand and aimed to prepare the round for a fully In Character event with precautions to minimize its impact on the round, such as notifying the head of security of taking my role
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The point was to portray Talon as killed by central command and not in any way intended to include any staff members active at that time.Jonashx/(Jimmy Quark) (priority announcement) "Today we are holding a funeral in the station's chapel for our fallen long time friend, Talon Mckendrick. Everyone is invited and i ask for no interference as this is a special occasion.As you might or might not know, yesterday in the middle of the night, Talon commited suicide in his home yesterday, breaking into it after forgetting his keys, then proceeding to put 3 buckshot shells from a pump action shotgun into the back of his head to finally end his suffering after releasing the infamous novel “My Struggle against the Space Janitors”. True reasons are unknown as of now.
"Telling staff members present to kill themselves"
I was never intending to involve any actual staff in this because I wanted to keep the funeral fully IC. My words were never meant to be directed towards any staff member, and at the time I felt that this would be understood because the staff that were presently online were participating in the funeral with everyone.
After being given some time, I do understand how my words can be seen as attacking the admins involved in Sk1Wass3r's ban and I apologise for any hurt feelings caused by this, but I really never meant to direct it at any admin from the very start.
Since I see them as my friends, I feel like I lost their trust because of my words and this situation, which I am deeply sorry for.
"And then later in deadchat, told another player to kill themselves."
I would like to add more context regarding this matter, but I take full blame on myself regarding it. At the time I was getting fed up with thebleh because of his constant rule 8 infractions, which made me incredibly uncomfortable around him. These feelings built up over time and lead to a complete overreaction on my end. I understand that the words I said to him are inexcusable no matter what person they are directed towards, and I hope that he was not affected by them.
I really regret how the funeral turned out in general, and I would like to say that I never intended on hurting any admin with what I did.
I made this appeal in order to properly apologise to the people who may have been hurt by the things I've done, and hope for a second chance.
