Nothing like having a glass of whiskey while reflecting on this last year. Dad's cancer treatment doing fuck all but making him sick. Mom leaving the state and forgetting the entire family except me. My own issues with a girl I was dating. Things from the past I'm still unable to forget.
At least I'm still sober and have a great friend watching my back. I've gotten him to stop drinking alcohol except on the weekends, so that makes me feel pretty good.
thot_slayer wrote:don't be a degenerate online if you don't want people to treat you like a degenerate morty
Looking for an okay-at-worst modeler willing to do weebshit, if you know someone PM me or something I'm tired of digging through threads that turn up jack shit
Well my best friend of 13 years is on her way out. My dog's medical issues are piling up. Theres a new injury on one of her tumors and she's miserable. This is in addition to being an old blind diabetic. From a palliative standpoint, which I was forced to adopt when it came to my mom's final illness and death, all I can see is a suffering creature that I can no longer help. And would only be buying a little time if we could. All I can think is that its time. Comfort and peace are all we can offer.
my forum gimmick is that no one knows who i am
gender is irrelevant NO UR IRRELEVANT
u a bish
y u heff 2 b med
whats up with mso this past half year or so? in all the time before that i've been here he's just been a chill dude that might pop in to offer his opinion every once in a while but recently he's been kind of...i dont know, i wouldnt go so far as to say "dickish" but just kind of...angry?
>shutting down the discord for nearly an entire day because he got pinged three (3) times when the servers crashed
>pings telling us to contact discord/the ss13 digg for things "if we dont like it"
>overall a more confrontational and derogatory attitude in his posts
>now the ping telling us its OK to raid goon
did something happen that i missed to make him act this way or is he just getting burnt out?
Deitus wrote:whats up with mso this past half year or so? in all the time before that i've been here he's just been a chill dude that might pop in to offer his opinion every once in a while but recently he's been kind of...i dont know, i wouldnt go so far as to say "dickish" but just kind of...angry?
>shutting down the discord for nearly an entire day because he got pinged three (3) times when the servers crashed
>pings telling us to contact discord/the ss13 digg for things "if we dont like it"
>overall a more confrontational and derogatory attitude in his posts
>now the ping telling us its OK to raid goon
did something happen that i missed to make him act this way or is he just getting burnt out?
i'd say confirmation bias since you're more likely to both notice and remember when somebody's acting out of the ordinary than when they're just acting the way you're used to
As an update with the dog. Yea so she ruptured her tumor further and she'll either bleed out or get infected. She's forced my hand and I will not let her suffer anymore. I handled both parents I can handle this.
my forum gimmick is that no one knows who i am
gender is irrelevant NO UR IRRELEVANT
u a bish
y u heff 2 b med
Is it just me or has the flu been extremely terrible this year?
I'm just about over it but the flu basically incapacitated me by draining 90% of my energy and basically making me unable to eat food without it coming back up. My roomate also got infected just after I was done. This is probably the worst flu yet and I haven't gotten a flu shot in a few years nor have I gotten the flu in a few years.
>taking an intro art class to fulfill some gay college transfer requirement
>its not even remotely an intro to art and expects me to already be really good at art
fuck. the professor shows all the final pieces the students turn in on the projector one by one with your name on it and everything. people are making all this crazy shit in like 2 days that i cant even comprehend and i'm over here making garbage bad enough that i wouldnt even put it up on the fridge out of pity. most embarrassing shit i've had to endure in a while.
I'm so close to getting my degree that I can smell the ink on my diploma
I just need to survive one more week of knuckle-blistering cold and trains running on a schedule that only a quantum physicist can make sense of
MimicFaux wrote:I remember my first time, full of wonderment and excitement playing this game I had heard so many stories about.
on the arrival shuttle, I saw the iconic toolbox on the ground. I clubbed myself in the head with it trying to figure out the controls.
Setting the tool box, now bloodied, back on the table; I went to heal myself with a medkit. I clubbed myself in the head with that too.
I've come a long ways from asking how to switch hands.
Spoiler:
#coderbus wrote:<MrPerson> How many coders does it take to make a lightbulb? Three, one to make it, one to pull the pull request, and one to fix the bugs
Kor wrote:The lifeweb playerbase is primarily old server 2 players so technically its our cancer that invaded them
peoplearestrange wrote:Scared of shadows whispers in their final breath, "/tg/station... goes on the tabl..."
DemonFiren wrote:Please, an Engineer's first response to a problem is "throw it into the singulo".
tedward1337 wrote:Donald Trump is literally what /pol/ would look like as a person
CrunchyCHEEZIT wrote:why does everything on this server have to be a federal fucking issue.
Saegrimr wrote:One guy was running around popping hand tele portals down in the halls before OPs even showed up and got several stranded out on lavaland.
The HoP just toolboxes someone to death out of nowhere, then gets speared by a chemist who saw him murder a guy, then the chemist gets beaten to death because someone else saw him kill the HoP.
Tele-man somehow dies and gets its looted by an atmos tech who managed to use it to send two nuke ops to lavaland, who were then surrounded by several very angry people from earlier and some extra golems on top of it.
Captain dies, gets cloned/revived, lasers the guy holding the disk into crit to take it back.
Some idiot tries to welderbomb the AI hiding out at mining for no discernible reason.
Two permabans and a dayban, i'm expecting a snarky appeal from one of them soon. What the fuck.
DemonFiren wrote:Is your degree in quantum physics, then?
no, in cyber security
MimicFaux wrote:I remember my first time, full of wonderment and excitement playing this game I had heard so many stories about.
on the arrival shuttle, I saw the iconic toolbox on the ground. I clubbed myself in the head with it trying to figure out the controls.
Setting the tool box, now bloodied, back on the table; I went to heal myself with a medkit. I clubbed myself in the head with that too.
I've come a long ways from asking how to switch hands.
Spoiler:
#coderbus wrote:<MrPerson> How many coders does it take to make a lightbulb? Three, one to make it, one to pull the pull request, and one to fix the bugs
Kor wrote:The lifeweb playerbase is primarily old server 2 players so technically its our cancer that invaded them
peoplearestrange wrote:Scared of shadows whispers in their final breath, "/tg/station... goes on the tabl..."
DemonFiren wrote:Please, an Engineer's first response to a problem is "throw it into the singulo".
tedward1337 wrote:Donald Trump is literally what /pol/ would look like as a person
CrunchyCHEEZIT wrote:why does everything on this server have to be a federal fucking issue.
Saegrimr wrote:One guy was running around popping hand tele portals down in the halls before OPs even showed up and got several stranded out on lavaland.
The HoP just toolboxes someone to death out of nowhere, then gets speared by a chemist who saw him murder a guy, then the chemist gets beaten to death because someone else saw him kill the HoP.
Tele-man somehow dies and gets its looted by an atmos tech who managed to use it to send two nuke ops to lavaland, who were then surrounded by several very angry people from earlier and some extra golems on top of it.
Captain dies, gets cloned/revived, lasers the guy holding the disk into crit to take it back.
Some idiot tries to welderbomb the AI hiding out at mining for no discernible reason.
Two permabans and a dayban, i'm expecting a snarky appeal from one of them soon. What the fuck.
the entire reason why I studied cyber security is to prevent cyber crime
also you can't hack a train, why do you think they have drivers
MimicFaux wrote:I remember my first time, full of wonderment and excitement playing this game I had heard so many stories about.
on the arrival shuttle, I saw the iconic toolbox on the ground. I clubbed myself in the head with it trying to figure out the controls.
Setting the tool box, now bloodied, back on the table; I went to heal myself with a medkit. I clubbed myself in the head with that too.
I've come a long ways from asking how to switch hands.
Spoiler:
#coderbus wrote:<MrPerson> How many coders does it take to make a lightbulb? Three, one to make it, one to pull the pull request, and one to fix the bugs
Kor wrote:The lifeweb playerbase is primarily old server 2 players so technically its our cancer that invaded them
peoplearestrange wrote:Scared of shadows whispers in their final breath, "/tg/station... goes on the tabl..."
DemonFiren wrote:Please, an Engineer's first response to a problem is "throw it into the singulo".
tedward1337 wrote:Donald Trump is literally what /pol/ would look like as a person
CrunchyCHEEZIT wrote:why does everything on this server have to be a federal fucking issue.
Saegrimr wrote:One guy was running around popping hand tele portals down in the halls before OPs even showed up and got several stranded out on lavaland.
The HoP just toolboxes someone to death out of nowhere, then gets speared by a chemist who saw him murder a guy, then the chemist gets beaten to death because someone else saw him kill the HoP.
Tele-man somehow dies and gets its looted by an atmos tech who managed to use it to send two nuke ops to lavaland, who were then surrounded by several very angry people from earlier and some extra golems on top of it.
Captain dies, gets cloned/revived, lasers the guy holding the disk into crit to take it back.
Some idiot tries to welderbomb the AI hiding out at mining for no discernible reason.
Two permabans and a dayban, i'm expecting a snarky appeal from one of them soon. What the fuck.
once we get multi-material 3D printers and additive manufacturing becomes a fully fledged industry you can definitely download a train, if you have the raw materials
MimicFaux wrote:I remember my first time, full of wonderment and excitement playing this game I had heard so many stories about.
on the arrival shuttle, I saw the iconic toolbox on the ground. I clubbed myself in the head with it trying to figure out the controls.
Setting the tool box, now bloodied, back on the table; I went to heal myself with a medkit. I clubbed myself in the head with that too.
I've come a long ways from asking how to switch hands.
Spoiler:
#coderbus wrote:<MrPerson> How many coders does it take to make a lightbulb? Three, one to make it, one to pull the pull request, and one to fix the bugs
Kor wrote:The lifeweb playerbase is primarily old server 2 players so technically its our cancer that invaded them
peoplearestrange wrote:Scared of shadows whispers in their final breath, "/tg/station... goes on the tabl..."
DemonFiren wrote:Please, an Engineer's first response to a problem is "throw it into the singulo".
tedward1337 wrote:Donald Trump is literally what /pol/ would look like as a person
CrunchyCHEEZIT wrote:why does everything on this server have to be a federal fucking issue.
Saegrimr wrote:One guy was running around popping hand tele portals down in the halls before OPs even showed up and got several stranded out on lavaland.
The HoP just toolboxes someone to death out of nowhere, then gets speared by a chemist who saw him murder a guy, then the chemist gets beaten to death because someone else saw him kill the HoP.
Tele-man somehow dies and gets its looted by an atmos tech who managed to use it to send two nuke ops to lavaland, who were then surrounded by several very angry people from earlier and some extra golems on top of it.
Captain dies, gets cloned/revived, lasers the guy holding the disk into crit to take it back.
Some idiot tries to welderbomb the AI hiding out at mining for no discernible reason.
Two permabans and a dayban, i'm expecting a snarky appeal from one of them soon. What the fuck.