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THESE CHICKS DONT EVEN KNOW THE NAME OF MY BANDDDDDDD
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you have to be robust to do that?DrAmazing343 wrote: ↑Thu Mar 07, 2024 5:04 amOrders dossier received.
Payment received.
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST!
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST!
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST!
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST!
I'M SORRY GUPTA BUT YOU'RE GOING DOWN!!!
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were it not for the laws of this land I would have shot you to death >w>Jonathan Gupta wrote: ↑Thu Mar 07, 2024 5:05 amyou have to be robust to do that?DrAmazing343 wrote: ↑Thu Mar 07, 2024 5:04 amOrders dossier received.
Payment received.
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST!
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST!
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST!
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST!
I'M SORRY GUPTA BUT YOU'RE GOING DOWN!!!
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damn gupta BIG BRO?!?!?!??
Nanotrasen Pro Wrestling (NTPW) Showcases! (more coming soon)
Zombe Anna vs P.O.M Patel (NEW!)
Eugine Adrian Hynes vs SILICON (w/ Wolf Muddler) (NEW!)
Pepper Mint vs P.O.M Patel
Jonathon Gupta vs Axle Brady
Lisa Green vs Sunshine Day
Zombe Anna vs P.O.M Patel (NEW!)
Spoiler:
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Jonathon Gupta vs Axle Brady
Lisa Green vs Sunshine Day
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RIP toriyama!!
Nanotrasen Pro Wrestling (NTPW) Showcases! (more coming soon)
Zombe Anna vs P.O.M Patel (NEW!)
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Pepper Mint vs P.O.M Patel
Jonathon Gupta vs Axle Brady
Lisa Green vs Sunshine Day
Zombe Anna vs P.O.M Patel (NEW!)
Spoiler:
Spoiler:
Jonathon Gupta vs Axle Brady
Lisa Green vs Sunshine Day
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with the man who sold the world...
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Gupta refused to take a ticket in my hopline. Dropped him straight to the seventh circle of hell.
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My tummy hurt
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I would do it again.DrAmazing343 wrote: ↑Fri Mar 08, 2024 11:19 am Gupta refused to take a ticket in my hopline. Dropped him straight to the seventh circle of hell.
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Id rather be punched in the liver then have a stomach ache
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i'd rather toolbox than switch.
joooks wrote:Quoting a legend, at least im not a faggot lolNaloac wrote:
In short, this appeal is denied. Suck my nuts retard.
See you in 12 months unless you blacklist me for this
Timberpoes wrote: ↑ I'm going to admin timonk [...]. Fuck it, he's also now my second host vote if goof rejects.
pikeyeskey13 wrote: ↑ ok don't forget to shove it up your ass lmao oops u can delete this one I just wanted to make sure it went through
Agux909 wrote:Woah bravo there sir, post of the month you saved the thread. I feel overwhelmed by the echo of unlimited wisdom and usefulness sprouting from you post. Every Manuel player now feels embarrased to exist because of your much NEEDED wise words, you sure teached'em all, you genius, IQ lord.Timonk wrote:This is why we make fun of Manuel
The hut has perished at my hands.
The pink arrow is always right.
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helldivers two CRASHES EVERY FUCKING TIME I DROP INTO A LIBERATION MATCH THIS SHIT IS BULLSHIT!!!!
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Met someone calling themselves Gupta’s biggest fan: Turns out? Gupta.
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all of my fake ic's praise me like a god, it's a joke to myself.DrAmazing343 wrote: ↑Sat Mar 09, 2024 3:45 pm Met someone calling themselves Gupta’s biggest fan: Turns out? Gupta.
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you gotta eat something bro you seem hungry and deranged currently
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you aint got NOTHIN..Jonathan Gupta wrote: ↑Sun Mar 10, 2024 12:12 amyou gotta eat something bro you seem hungry and deranged currently
respect (let him do his thing)
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no face no case, remember this. Wear a gas mask.
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i want an MSA millenium gas mask
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shotout to the WORST NUKIE ON MY LATEST ROUND!!! HANDED A NUKE DISK ON A SILVER PLATTER!!!!
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The nuke was you
joooks wrote:Quoting a legend, at least im not a faggot lolNaloac wrote:
In short, this appeal is denied. Suck my nuts retard.
See you in 12 months unless you blacklist me for this
Timberpoes wrote: ↑ I'm going to admin timonk [...]. Fuck it, he's also now my second host vote if goof rejects.
pikeyeskey13 wrote: ↑ ok don't forget to shove it up your ass lmao oops u can delete this one I just wanted to make sure it went through
Agux909 wrote:Woah bravo there sir, post of the month you saved the thread. I feel overwhelmed by the echo of unlimited wisdom and usefulness sprouting from you post. Every Manuel player now feels embarrased to exist because of your much NEEDED wise words, you sure teached'em all, you genius, IQ lord.Timonk wrote:This is why we make fun of Manuel
The hut has perished at my hands.
The pink arrow is always right.
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I REALIZED I FUCKING POP OFF IN HELLDIVERS AFTER PLAYING A PUBLIC MATCH
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This is the worst dang day of the year. -1 hour sleep.
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I woke up at 4 pm today, IM SO FUCKED THANKS DAYLIGHT SAVINGSSSS
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i have wake up at 4 for a few months
it’s less bad when you get used to it
at least the trains have a lot of empty seats when it’s still this early
it’s less bad when you get used to it
at least the trains have a lot of empty seats when it’s still this early
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Glad I only drink in rare moments now so I can hear the urge to drink when I have a boring conversation.
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I had to wake up at 5 a couple days a week 2 years agoCaptainKawoppi wrote: ↑Tue Mar 12, 2024 6:06 am i have wake up at 4 for a few months
it’s less bad when you get used to it
I felt myself get more tired as each week passed, it was horrible
joooks wrote:Quoting a legend, at least im not a faggot lolNaloac wrote:
In short, this appeal is denied. Suck my nuts retard.
See you in 12 months unless you blacklist me for this
Timberpoes wrote: ↑ I'm going to admin timonk [...]. Fuck it, he's also now my second host vote if goof rejects.
pikeyeskey13 wrote: ↑ ok don't forget to shove it up your ass lmao oops u can delete this one I just wanted to make sure it went through
Agux909 wrote:Woah bravo there sir, post of the month you saved the thread. I feel overwhelmed by the echo of unlimited wisdom and usefulness sprouting from you post. Every Manuel player now feels embarrased to exist because of your much NEEDED wise words, you sure teached'em all, you genius, IQ lord.Timonk wrote:This is why we make fun of Manuel
The hut has perished at my hands.
The pink arrow is always right.
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Gupta you should watch the new NTPW matches or else aaron rodgers will visit you tonight!!!!
Nanotrasen Pro Wrestling (NTPW) Showcases! (more coming soon)
Zombe Anna vs P.O.M Patel (NEW!)
Eugine Adrian Hynes vs SILICON (w/ Wolf Muddler) (NEW!)
Pepper Mint vs P.O.M Patel
Jonathon Gupta vs Axle Brady
Lisa Green vs Sunshine Day
Zombe Anna vs P.O.M Patel (NEW!)
Spoiler:
Spoiler:
Jonathon Gupta vs Axle Brady
Lisa Green vs Sunshine Day
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when are we getting a tournament
joooks wrote:Quoting a legend, at least im not a faggot lolNaloac wrote:
In short, this appeal is denied. Suck my nuts retard.
See you in 12 months unless you blacklist me for this
Timberpoes wrote: ↑ I'm going to admin timonk [...]. Fuck it, he's also now my second host vote if goof rejects.
pikeyeskey13 wrote: ↑ ok don't forget to shove it up your ass lmao oops u can delete this one I just wanted to make sure it went through
Agux909 wrote:Woah bravo there sir, post of the month you saved the thread. I feel overwhelmed by the echo of unlimited wisdom and usefulness sprouting from you post. Every Manuel player now feels embarrased to exist because of your much NEEDED wise words, you sure teached'em all, you genius, IQ lord.Timonk wrote:This is why we make fun of Manuel
The hut has perished at my hands.
The pink arrow is always right.
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Waiting patiently for the next Lisa Green-sponsored wrestling show. That shit was fan-fucking-tastic.
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Who won it?
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joooks wrote:Quoting a legend, at least im not a faggot lolNaloac wrote:
In short, this appeal is denied. Suck my nuts retard.
See you in 12 months unless you blacklist me for this
Timberpoes wrote: ↑ I'm going to admin timonk [...]. Fuck it, he's also now my second host vote if goof rejects.
pikeyeskey13 wrote: ↑ ok don't forget to shove it up your ass lmao oops u can delete this one I just wanted to make sure it went through
Agux909 wrote:Woah bravo there sir, post of the month you saved the thread. I feel overwhelmed by the echo of unlimited wisdom and usefulness sprouting from you post. Every Manuel player now feels embarrased to exist because of your much NEEDED wise words, you sure teached'em all, you genius, IQ lord.Timonk wrote:This is why we make fun of Manuel
The hut has perished at my hands.
The pink arrow is always right.
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soon (tm) after i finish adding everyone :D
Nanotrasen Pro Wrestling (NTPW) Showcases! (more coming soon)
Zombe Anna vs P.O.M Patel (NEW!)
Eugine Adrian Hynes vs SILICON (w/ Wolf Muddler) (NEW!)
Pepper Mint vs P.O.M Patel
Jonathon Gupta vs Axle Brady
Lisa Green vs Sunshine Day
Zombe Anna vs P.O.M Patel (NEW!)
Spoiler:
Spoiler:
Jonathon Gupta vs Axle Brady
Lisa Green vs Sunshine Day
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top of the line man
out of the factory and ready to rumble
gupta aint got nothing
out of the factory and ready to rumble
gupta aint got nothing
respect (let him do his thing)
- Jonathan Gupta
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I have myself, ego death may be real, I don't humble myself to bait a reaction.
I act blunt because acting sly makes people think you're a conman.
I act so much the acting has made me blunt, Am I a mace or a spiked club?
Is it really real to be real, or are you fake for not acting real as you can be. I can't feel the shit no more it just comes and goes as the tides sway.
can you say for sure you're the one you act like you are, shit aint never real no more.
Sometimes you can tell someone is fake, does that make it better?
I act blunt because acting sly makes people think you're a conman.
I act so much the acting has made me blunt, Am I a mace or a spiked club?
Is it really real to be real, or are you fake for not acting real as you can be. I can't feel the shit no more it just comes and goes as the tides sway.
can you say for sure you're the one you act like you are, shit aint never real no more.
Sometimes you can tell someone is fake, does that make it better?
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I've debated a lot of similar things. I fear and revile my own nature, but does that matter if nobody else sees this in me?
Does what you truly are ever truly matter, when all we are is the perceptions of others?
Just as we should not base all our perceptions of ourselves upon that others give to us, so too is it all we are to them.
In this sea of sophomoric-isms, I mean only to say that, at least for me, I am nothing but a collection of masks that others perceive.
And perhaps that is okay. Real or fake, as long as you are happy with the masks you have.
Does what you truly are ever truly matter, when all we are is the perceptions of others?
Just as we should not base all our perceptions of ourselves upon that others give to us, so too is it all we are to them.
In this sea of sophomoric-isms, I mean only to say that, at least for me, I am nothing but a collection of masks that others perceive.
And perhaps that is okay. Real or fake, as long as you are happy with the masks you have.
- Jonathan Gupta
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I once knew a guy so in his own head he was going fucking crazy, absolutely insane.
He goes thirty years of his life in his head, he's a smart guy. Too smart but he needs to get out of his head.
He is in his head constantly, can't get out of his head. So he compensates by taking vices, he has about ten kids in the meantime. He doesn't smoke, doesn't drink, none of that hard shit.
Now he prides himself on this, I won't ever drink or smoke. Won't never do it, couldn't wouldn't shouldn't.
One day he gets in a court case for one his children because he got scratched on his face, the mother sues him. He was studying to be a medical nurse and get out of the current shit hes in.
Now his girl leaves him, takes his son away from him. He smokes, he drinks. Is this man truly smart? He always acts like a idiot ain't shit about him right.
This man looked at his newborn baby, held him in his arms. Saw thousands of possibility's where each his son is a king. Does he truly love or is it just the feeling of his imagination running wild.
A fool aint nothing but a fool, but shits a system I guess. If Reagan wasn't a president would shit be better? If people didnt get killed over revolutionary ideas would shit be truly free?
Sometimes shit keeps you awake, fools try to be REAL aint real, aint shit, you miss shit that aint there. What use is being smart if you gotta look through the lens of everyone else you see immediately.
sometimes I gotta stop spectating shit, moments freeze you see the shit over and over. Spectating and spectating, haunting of fools to never be.
Poetic nonsense corrupting my mental living shit through the lens of a psychiatric patient, and the man I knew at the start of the story ain't shit now. I've seen him everywhere I go everywhere else, see him in the mirror people say I'm just like tat man, is it supposed to be a insult? that man was a smart deadbeat father, I just roam from where ever to however now. I really ain't tryna be shit.
Someone said to me once, "I live life for fun, without it I'd be dead" And I was stunned by how fucking stupid it was, life is never going to be always fun. It irked me it fucked with my mental for a year now, You just wake up to wake up you get up and get on with shit immediately.
Working out is fun in the moment sure, but using it as a vice fucks you up. Looking at the arms of a different man each time I go for a cig, scars like a rabid mutt who fought too often.
Fighting is fun in the moment, after the moment you realize you bruised, you hurt. Now anyone who sees you looks at you with pity in their eyes. What is pity. Disgusting, pure disgust are you trying to gain my trust? Are you trying to prove you are a good person? Why do you pity others, Then it's the gaslighting ya gotta gas light yourself to get shit done, fights gotta get done over gas lighting yourself or you just find no point in it.
Being slick is fun because you can truly ACT, I've been slick my whole life but the point of being slick is getting something from someone else by convincing them, now only using words and desires against someone is easy anyone can do it, but you gotta appear trusting so you have to put on a mask, everyone has different fucking desires what am I supposed to do? So you read people from the day you are born so you get shit done better.
Pure aint shit but shit, purity is a false hood brought to you by fake people. Pity is what the pure give to you without falsehood, even receiving help over shit feels like you're being stabbed. Hands around your throat and you can't get out of the shit. Nothing new though what can ya do about it, coping words by yours truly the writer, high out of his mind writing thoughts out. Too much words jumble together and It makes the words stick to your eyes like a open flame.
Deleting, I might, might not ask myself not under the influence. Is writing truly a coping method is it the sitting of standing?
Pullups, pullups pullups, Keep doing them your forearms get pumped to insane fucking limits, you get veiny fucking hands that show you have the worst knuckles and second knuckles known to mankind.
You couldn't be a hand model for casseva at this point, your hands get calluses at each point of contact so now you have grippy palms and sand paper hands that could sand wood by itself.
He goes thirty years of his life in his head, he's a smart guy. Too smart but he needs to get out of his head.
He is in his head constantly, can't get out of his head. So he compensates by taking vices, he has about ten kids in the meantime. He doesn't smoke, doesn't drink, none of that hard shit.
Now he prides himself on this, I won't ever drink or smoke. Won't never do it, couldn't wouldn't shouldn't.
One day he gets in a court case for one his children because he got scratched on his face, the mother sues him. He was studying to be a medical nurse and get out of the current shit hes in.
Now his girl leaves him, takes his son away from him. He smokes, he drinks. Is this man truly smart? He always acts like a idiot ain't shit about him right.
This man looked at his newborn baby, held him in his arms. Saw thousands of possibility's where each his son is a king. Does he truly love or is it just the feeling of his imagination running wild.
A fool aint nothing but a fool, but shits a system I guess. If Reagan wasn't a president would shit be better? If people didnt get killed over revolutionary ideas would shit be truly free?
Sometimes shit keeps you awake, fools try to be REAL aint real, aint shit, you miss shit that aint there. What use is being smart if you gotta look through the lens of everyone else you see immediately.
sometimes I gotta stop spectating shit, moments freeze you see the shit over and over. Spectating and spectating, haunting of fools to never be.
Poetic nonsense corrupting my mental living shit through the lens of a psychiatric patient, and the man I knew at the start of the story ain't shit now. I've seen him everywhere I go everywhere else, see him in the mirror people say I'm just like tat man, is it supposed to be a insult? that man was a smart deadbeat father, I just roam from where ever to however now. I really ain't tryna be shit.
Someone said to me once, "I live life for fun, without it I'd be dead" And I was stunned by how fucking stupid it was, life is never going to be always fun. It irked me it fucked with my mental for a year now, You just wake up to wake up you get up and get on with shit immediately.
Working out is fun in the moment sure, but using it as a vice fucks you up. Looking at the arms of a different man each time I go for a cig, scars like a rabid mutt who fought too often.
Fighting is fun in the moment, after the moment you realize you bruised, you hurt. Now anyone who sees you looks at you with pity in their eyes. What is pity. Disgusting, pure disgust are you trying to gain my trust? Are you trying to prove you are a good person? Why do you pity others, Then it's the gaslighting ya gotta gas light yourself to get shit done, fights gotta get done over gas lighting yourself or you just find no point in it.
Being slick is fun because you can truly ACT, I've been slick my whole life but the point of being slick is getting something from someone else by convincing them, now only using words and desires against someone is easy anyone can do it, but you gotta appear trusting so you have to put on a mask, everyone has different fucking desires what am I supposed to do? So you read people from the day you are born so you get shit done better.
Pure aint shit but shit, purity is a false hood brought to you by fake people. Pity is what the pure give to you without falsehood, even receiving help over shit feels like you're being stabbed. Hands around your throat and you can't get out of the shit. Nothing new though what can ya do about it, coping words by yours truly the writer, high out of his mind writing thoughts out. Too much words jumble together and It makes the words stick to your eyes like a open flame.
Deleting, I might, might not ask myself not under the influence. Is writing truly a coping method is it the sitting of standing?
Pullups, pullups pullups, Keep doing them your forearms get pumped to insane fucking limits, you get veiny fucking hands that show you have the worst knuckles and second knuckles known to mankind.
You couldn't be a hand model for casseva at this point, your hands get calluses at each point of contact so now you have grippy palms and sand paper hands that could sand wood by itself.
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Pity as a muted form of disgust is a very intriguing insight. Horrific, perhaps, but scintillating.
What is the use of a vice? Is it forgetting? Is it to make the now more bearable to make the next less unlikely?
Is it worth it to partake in vices, to live for fun, when life will not always grant you your vices, give you a fun time?
A Bohemian would tell you, in their hedonistic ways, that was is life for without living? Without partaking in each bit of fun you can, without trying every morsel of food in sight, without picking up any scratch you can get your hands on and throwing it to the wind?
What's the use of living every day like it's your last when you still have to plan for tomorrow
But what, indeed, is life without living? Is it worth it to stand, sober and alone, and face the next day? Is it worth it for the promise of a better future? A future that is not guaranteed, that you must make with your own hands?
And why shouldn't you take that bottle, take another drag of that stubby little stick of cancer in your hands, why not light up the bud?
Why, why, why, why, why, why, why?
But, at the end of the day, what is all that for? Should you be doing something more drastic? After all, we only live once, right? Why not throw a bigger party? Why not run for office? Why not do any of millions of things you only have this life to do, instead of wasting it all on your damn vices?
I wish I could channel more of this for other things, but instead, I'll keep to mine.
What is the use of a vice? Is it forgetting? Is it to make the now more bearable to make the next less unlikely?
Is it worth it to partake in vices, to live for fun, when life will not always grant you your vices, give you a fun time?
A Bohemian would tell you, in their hedonistic ways, that was is life for without living? Without partaking in each bit of fun you can, without trying every morsel of food in sight, without picking up any scratch you can get your hands on and throwing it to the wind?
What's the use of living every day like it's your last when you still have to plan for tomorrow
But what, indeed, is life without living? Is it worth it to stand, sober and alone, and face the next day? Is it worth it for the promise of a better future? A future that is not guaranteed, that you must make with your own hands?
And why shouldn't you take that bottle, take another drag of that stubby little stick of cancer in your hands, why not light up the bud?
Why, why, why, why, why, why, why?
But, at the end of the day, what is all that for? Should you be doing something more drastic? After all, we only live once, right? Why not throw a bigger party? Why not run for office? Why not do any of millions of things you only have this life to do, instead of wasting it all on your damn vices?
I wish I could channel more of this for other things, but instead, I'll keep to mine.
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Re: The Gupta Corner
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noJonathan Gupta wrote: ↑Thu Mar 14, 2024 6:36 am I have myself, ego death may be real, I don't humble myself to bait a reaction.
I act blunt because acting sly makes people think you're a conman.
I act so much the acting has made me blunt, Am I a mace or a spiked club?
Is it really real to be real, or are you fake for not acting real as you can be. I can't feel the shit no more it just comes and goes as the tides sway.
can you say for sure you're the one you act like you are, shit aint never real no more.
Sometimes you can tell someone is fake, does that make it better?
stop talking in rhymes and riddles lengthwise
respect (let him do his thing)
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jake isnt beating mike, I'm on too much copium broTheLoLSwat wrote: ↑Fri Mar 15, 2024 7:18 pm Gupta what are you gonna do when jake paul beats mike tyson and Logan paul beats randy orton
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Its hard to feel down when you get called handsome just by walking down the street
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