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viewtopic.php?f=23&t=33846&p=680482#p680482i think he needs to take a chill pill
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viewtopic.php?f=23&t=33846&p=680482#p680482This is true and there's a lot of stuff out there. Of course though still, I understand how hard it is to break into a better place. Try to just do a few things to get started. You never know what might open the door to the next thing. All the while, you can use this time to prepare and ready yourself to address the much harder things that you need to at some point... It will be okay and work out in the end, I believe.Lacran wrote: ↑Sat Apr 22, 2023 7:28 pmSounds like you are going through a lot. Bottom line is nobody is going to find the peace or resolution you seek for you. That journey has to start with you. There a free help lines you can contact and counsellors online, alternatively there are likely group help sessions run through churches and community centres you could look into.yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Fri Apr 21, 2023 10:46 pm >quit ss13
>goes outside, has peace finally
>bitch shows up to steal peace
>fight with dad and have to leave for a year
>go back home to find peace again
>fight with sister
>can't go home any more
>start playing ss13 again
>omg admins hate me cuz I'm always right
>quit because fuck you
>go back to bitch
>mfw she only likes me for my computer
>go back to ss13
>they tell me to touch grass
>no more backyard
>fml
You say you don't want pity, so I wont give you any. None of the shitty people in your life are going to save you. None of the shitty people here are going to give you what you need. Its clear you've been fighting a losing battle for some time now, its time to realize you need to start fighting yourself if you want things to improve.
ausops wrote:apart from this there is literally nothing more to say other than that this is the first thread in five years to have achieved something.
I only get stevie wonder videos when I search your name on it.yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Fri Apr 21, 2023 9:54 pm If u look at my biggest video on YouTube, two hour long space station 13 video, my dad came in at the end to scream and threaten me, and I had to pause it and convinced him to let me wrap it up real quick and this is when he was getting better. So yeah this fucking game is fused with my problems it feels like.
I don't trust therapists. They're not all HIPAA compliant and some of them, the online ones especially, aren't even licensed when I try to look them up. You might as well just be friends with a wise man.Armhulen wrote: ↑Fri Apr 21, 2023 11:30 pmI wish therapy was more easily accessable so more people could become the best people they were meant to beyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Fri Apr 21, 2023 9:19 pm The fact of the matter is I'm just a very angry person ever since I got hurt(i mean i was already an angry person, prolly daddy issues, but a "friend" fucked up my neck, then i kept delivering furniture on it and screwed my back up too) and it's super easy to take out on a game that I've played since I was 14. I'm considering therapy but that takes time, money, and energy I don't have, just so I can lock up on the therapist and get nothing done.
You're not too far off I had recently used mushroom hallucinogen.
That's awful. I hope you get your justice someday.yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 12:16 pm My dad was getting too comfortable pushing me around so I challenged him in front of his best friend, wouldn't stop until the cops came. I was furious and out of my mind about something he'd said and his intimidating attitude. Then that other girl hit me in front of all of her friends at her college cafeteria for something I was "about" to say, then acted like it never happened and wouldn't talk about it. My sister beat me up once, I told her I wasn't gonna take it easy on her next time, next time came, I broke her nose, I go to jail even though she admitted she tried to hit me first. I hit her right where she was about to hit me. I cannot go easy on people for my own health I cannot take hits I have a back injury what is so hard to understand about this and why do people want to hurt me so badly?
sinfulbliss wrote: ↑Wed May 24, 2023 2:03 am Marina is actually a very high quality roleplayer, believe it or not, and a pretty fun and good-faith player in my experience.
Timberpoes wrote: ↑Mon Mar 25, 2024 8:50 am No deviations allowed. All must know the meta. All must power the game.
you broke your sisters nose before she could touch you but you couldnt do that to ur dad? Also you are the common denominator in all of these scenarios, so you are going to need to tell us more about how your actions / inactions caused these scenarios if you want an actual answer to your questionyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 12:16 pm My dad was getting too comfortable pushing me around so I challenged him in front of his best friend, wouldn't stop until the cops came. I was furious and out of my mind about something he'd said and his intimidating attitude. Then that other girl hit me in front of all of her friends at her college cafeteria for something I was "about" to say, then acted like it never happened and wouldn't talk about it. My sister beat me up once, I told her I wasn't gonna take it easy on her next time, next time came, I broke her nose, I go to jail even though she admitted she tried to hit me first. I hit her right where she was about to hit me. I cannot go easy on people for my own health I cannot take hits I have a back injury what is so hard to understand about this and why do people want to hurt me so badly?
Just when you thought you've seen everything, Lisa Green comes in blaming the victim.TheLoLSwat wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 2:26 pmyou are the common denominator in all of these scenarios, so you are going to need to tell us more about how your actions / inactions caused these scenarios if you want an actual answer to your question
Varies from country to country and thankfully that's changing in the direction of gender equality.dirk_mcblade wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 1:31 pm you probably don't want to hit women as a general rule, even if they start it. They're not really held accountable for their actions in society
sinfulbliss wrote: ↑Wed May 24, 2023 2:03 am Marina is actually a very high quality roleplayer, believe it or not, and a pretty fun and good-faith player in my experience.
Timberpoes wrote: ↑Mon Mar 25, 2024 8:50 am No deviations allowed. All must know the meta. All must power the game.
ekaterina wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 3:59 pmJust when you thought you've seen everything, Lisa Green comes in blaming the victim.TheLoLSwat wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 2:26 pmyou are the common denominator in all of these scenarios, so you are going to need to tell us more about how your actions / inactions caused these scenarios if you want an actual answer to your question
What was yobihodazine2 wearing? Probably asking for it. /s
Super Aggro Crag wrote: ↑Fri Mar 03, 2023 5:11 pm I assume he did it elsewhere because it's fucking goofball and he never half-asses his shitty ideas, he full asses them so both cheeks are absolutely slathered in shit
>victim blaming blah blah blahekaterina wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 3:59 pmJust when you thought you've seen everything, Lisa Green comes in blaming the victim.TheLoLSwat wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 2:26 pmyou are the common denominator in all of these scenarios, so you are going to need to tell us more about how your actions / inactions caused these scenarios if you want an actual answer to your question
What was yobihodazine2 wearing? Probably asking for it. /s
Varies from country to country and thankfully that's changing in the direction of gender equality.dirk_mcblade wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 1:31 pm you probably don't want to hit women as a general rule, even if they start it. They're not really held accountable for their actions in society
An actual therapist would do it without implying that the victim caused the actions, like you did in your example.Kendrickorium wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 5:06 pm one of the first questions an actual therapist would ask would be something exactly along those lines "tell me what was happening when these things happened."
sinfulbliss wrote: ↑Wed May 24, 2023 2:03 am Marina is actually a very high quality roleplayer, believe it or not, and a pretty fun and good-faith player in my experience.
Timberpoes wrote: ↑Mon Mar 25, 2024 8:50 am No deviations allowed. All must know the meta. All must power the game.
christ you are a fucking midwitekaterina wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 5:18 pmAn actual therapist would do it without implying that the victim caused the actions, like you did in your example.Kendrickorium wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 5:06 pm one of the first questions an actual therapist would ask would be something exactly along those lines "tell me what was happening when these things happened."
We found it, the most awful take from Ekaterina yet.ekaterina wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 5:18 pmAn actual therapist would do it without implying that the victim caused the actions, like you did in your example.Kendrickorium wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 5:06 pm one of the first questions an actual therapist would ask would be something exactly along those lines "tell me what was happening when these things happened."
Armhulen wrote: ↑Thu Nov 30, 2023 11:08 pmThe Spessmen Times wrote:Prohibition agent Sam Salamander bragged that he could find a metacord in any server in under 30 minutes. In Bagil it took him 21 minutes. In Sybil 17 minutes, and Manuel just 11 minutes. But Terry set the record of 35 seconds. Sam asked an assistant on the arrivals shuttle where to get a discord invite, and the assistant linked him one.
RedBaronFlyer wrote: ↑Wed Feb 14, 2024 3:52 pmIt would somehow manage to pick Birdshot Station for headmin if we did that
ausops wrote:apart from this there is literally nothing more to say other than that this is the first thread in five years to have achieved something.
No one hates you, everyone here is just telling you to seek a better community to tell this stuff to or a therapist. These forums wont help you, I implore you to better yourself and seek a local mental health support groupyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 8:23 pm Here I'll turn it back around on you. I've showed I have a good memory, and you hate me so much, why don't you give me an example of a trauma I dumped way back then? Because pretty sure I ain't told anybody this shit.
you have been trauma dumping for years, as you are now.yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 8:03 pm Yo fuck you I have not been trauma dumping for years y'all just want a leg up on me cuz we used to play together and you still fucking hate me. I don't have to explain myself any further, I didn't have to explain myself at all. Eat my ass.
this is the underlying sentiment of the entire community here, please focus on Baw's post and not oursBawhoppennn wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 7:40 pm Yobi need to find a community outside of ss13, beyond just "go see a therapist" as the only important thing. Therapists are great, but not having a loving or supporting community/social network while seeing one is a problem. (Though sometimes therapists can lead you to places to find them in fairness).
If Yobi can try to go see one, that would be great, though the poster earlier who suggested going to community centers or churches or clubs, is also offering some super important advice. I really think Yobi should follow through on that, in addition to anything else.
Also I totally understand why Yobi wants to cry for help on here, so try to be sympathetic and give the benefit of the doubt they are telling the truth, though nobody is obviously obligated to respond. Sometimes we feel like we have nowhere else better to go. A therapist can help work through it, but of course you need community to back it up (ONLINE GAMING FORUMS ARE NOT COMMUNITY).
To you directly Yobi. I know it's hard and it's really difficult to go through. I believe in you that you'll get to a better place, and I care that it will.
Factually incorrect. Plus, what I stated was implicit in your own comment. You played yourself. The projection is amusing.
Conrad is so obsessed with finding the flimsiest reason to call my takes "bad" that he ends up supporting blaming the victim.
sinfulbliss wrote: ↑Wed May 24, 2023 2:03 am Marina is actually a very high quality roleplayer, believe it or not, and a pretty fun and good-faith player in my experience.
Timberpoes wrote: ↑Mon Mar 25, 2024 8:50 am No deviations allowed. All must know the meta. All must power the game.
the only response any of your posts has ever elicited from me is "yikes"ekaterina wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 9:35 pmFactually incorrect. Plus, what I stated was implicit in your own comment. You played yourself. The projection is amusing.
Conrad is so obsessed with finding the flimsiest reason to call my takes "bad" that he ends up supporting blaming the victim.
The absolute state of my haters.
yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 8:03 pm Yo fuck you I have not been trauma dumping for years y'all just want a leg up on me cuz we used to play together and you still fucking hate me. I don't have to explain myself any further, I didn't have to explain myself at all. Eat my ass.
hmmmyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Fri Apr 21, 2023 9:19 pm The fact of the matter is I'm just a very angry person ever since I got hurt(i mean i was already an angry person, prolly daddy issues, but a "friend" fucked up my neck, then i kept delivering furniture on it and screwed my back up too) and it's super easy to take out on a game that I've played since I was 14. I'm considering therapy but that takes time, money, and energy I don't have, just so I can lock up on the therapist and get nothing done.
Well there's nothing anyone can say to make it worse so what do I careariever wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 8:42 pm I dont think the small community that's named after a 4chan board is the place to seek your peace of mind
We'd rather argue amongst ourselves about who's giving worse responses to a manic episode
And the first mistake is trusting your current mental status to some wackadoos on the internet
I hope you find peace one day but you will not find it here
The difference being that I was angry in the past rather than truthful. If you're calling both behaviors trauma dumping then fair enough.Armhulen wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 10:18 pmyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 8:03 pm Yo fuck you I have not been trauma dumping for years y'all just want a leg up on me cuz we used to play together and you still fucking hate me. I don't have to explain myself any further, I didn't have to explain myself at all. Eat my ass.hmmmyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Fri Apr 21, 2023 9:19 pm The fact of the matter is I'm just a very angry person ever since I got hurt(i mean i was already an angry person, prolly daddy issues, but a "friend" fucked up my neck, then i kept delivering furniture on it and screwed my back up too) and it's super easy to take out on a game that I've played since I was 14. I'm considering therapy but that takes time, money, and energy I don't have, just so I can lock up on the therapist and get nothing done.
My conclusion from observing the internet a few decades is that over sharing information does make it worse often enough that I recommend against it for most people.yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 10:35 pmWell there's nothing anyone can say to make it worse so what do I careariever wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 8:42 pm I dont think the small community that's named after a 4chan board is the place to seek your peace of mind
We'd rather argue amongst ourselves about who's giving worse responses to a manic episode
And the first mistake is trusting your current mental status to some wackadoos on the internet
I hope you find peace one day but you will not find it here
Bawhoppennn is giving correct advice here.Bawhoppennn wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 7:40 pm Yobi need to find a community outside of ss13, beyond just "go see a therapist" as the only important thing. Therapists are great, but not having a loving or supporting community/social network while seeing one is a problem. (Though sometimes therapists can lead you to places to find them in fairness).
If Yobi can try to go see one, that would be great, though the poster earlier who suggested going to community centers or churches or clubs, is also offering some super important advice. I really think Yobi should follow through on that, in addition to anything else.
Also I totally understand why Yobi wants to cry for help on here, so try to be sympathetic and give the benefit of the doubt they are telling the truth, though nobody is obviously obligated to respond. Sometimes we feel like we have nowhere else better to go. A therapist can help work through it, but of course you need community to back it up (ONLINE GAMING FORUMS ARE NOT COMMUNITY).
To you directly Yobi. I know it's hard and it's really difficult to go through. I believe in you that you'll get to a better place, and I care that it will.
We can find enough examples in this thread + your complaintyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am Here I'll turn it back around on you. I've showed I have a good memory, and you hate me so much, why don't you give me an example of a trauma I dumped way back then? Because pretty sure I ain't told anybody this shit.
yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am you know what I think I just realized that I really wanna blame getting banned for 2 weeks as the reason I went back to my ex and let her steal my computer. I want you all to be more important than that bitch. lol.
yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am The fact of the matter is I'm just a very angry person ever since I got hurt(i mean i was already an angry person, prolly daddy issues, but a "friend" fucked up my neck, then i kept delivering furniture on it and screwed my back up too) and it's super easy to take out on a game that I've played since I was 14. I'm considering therapy but that takes time, money, and energy I don't have, just so I can lock up on the therapist and get nothing done.
yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am Why do you think I stopped playing anything but med? It would be so nice if someone could have done something for me in real life as easily as I can do for people in space medbay.
yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am If u look at my biggest video on YouTube, two hour long space station 13 video, my dad came in at the end to scream and threaten me, and I had to pause it and convinced him to let me wrap it up real quick and this is when he was getting better. So yeah this fucking game is fused with my problems it feels like.
yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am >quit ss13
>goes outside, has peace finally
>bitch shows up to steal peace
>fight with dad and have to leave for a year
>go back home to find peace again
>fight with sister
>can't go home any more
>start playing ss13 again
>omg admins hate me cuz I'm always right
>quit because fuck you
>go back to bitch
>mfw she only likes me for my computer
>go back to ss13
>they tell me to touch grass
>no more backyard
>fml
yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am Do you know what it's like to tell your own family you have medically diagnosed back and neck issues and still have them get violent with you? Everyone wants to hit me even that bitch and it's like they get off on it but oh when I get sick of it and stand up for myself I'm the bad guy.
(arent you a black belt??? )yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am My dad was getting too comfortable pushing me around so I challenged him in front of his best friend, wouldn't stop until the cops came. I was furious and out of my mind about something he'd said and his intimidating attitude. Then that other girl hit me in front of all of her friends at her college cafeteria for something I was "about" to say, then acted like it never happened and wouldn't talk about it. My sister beat me up once, I told her I wasn't gonna take it easy on her next time, next time came, I broke her nose, I go to jail even though she admitted she tried to hit me first. I hit her right where she was about to hit me. I cannot go easy on people for my own health I cannot take hits I have a back injury what is so hard to understand about this and why do people want to hurt me so badly?
yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am My justice is getting better without them, so me too. There are also four other random women who have hit me. I just am a magnet for it I guess.
I WAS a brown belt. I cannot practice and haven't been able to for over 7 years now. I was taught not to use taekwondo on people who dont know it. Also all those examples are literally from this thread, and I asked for the examples of me "trauma dumping" years ago, like you said, not recently.TheLoLSwat wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 11:38 pmWe can find enough examples in this thread + your complaintyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am Here I'll turn it back around on you. I've showed I have a good memory, and you hate me so much, why don't you give me an example of a trauma I dumped way back then? Because pretty sure I ain't told anybody this shit.
Let me begin by saying that I do not mean to highlight things that could trigger painful memories. I only want you to see that you are adding nothing when you do this. With that out of the way, lets begin.
yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am you know what I think I just realized that I really wanna blame getting banned for 2 weeks as the reason I went back to my ex and let her steal my computer. I want you all to be more important than that bitch. lol.yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am The fact of the matter is I'm just a very angry person ever since I got hurt(i mean i was already an angry person, prolly daddy issues, but a "friend" fucked up my neck, then i kept delivering furniture on it and screwed my back up too) and it's super easy to take out on a game that I've played since I was 14. I'm considering therapy but that takes time, money, and energy I don't have, just so I can lock up on the therapist and get nothing done.yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am Why do you think I stopped playing anything but med? It would be so nice if someone could have done something for me in real life as easily as I can do for people in space medbay.yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am If u look at my biggest video on YouTube, two hour long space station 13 video, my dad came in at the end to scream and threaten me, and I had to pause it and convinced him to let me wrap it up real quick and this is when he was getting better. So yeah this fucking game is fused with my problems it feels like.yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am >quit ss13
>goes outside, has peace finally
>bitch shows up to steal peace
>fight with dad and have to leave for a year
>go back home to find peace again
>fight with sister
>can't go home any more
>start playing ss13 again
>omg admins hate me cuz I'm always right
>quit because fuck you
>go back to bitch
>mfw she only likes me for my computer
>go back to ss13
>they tell me to touch grass
>no more backyard
>fmlyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am Do you know what it's like to tell your own family you have medically diagnosed back and neck issues and still have them get violent with you? Everyone wants to hit me even that bitch and it's like they get off on it but oh when I get sick of it and stand up for myself I'm the bad guy.(arent you a black belt??? )yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am My dad was getting too comfortable pushing me around so I challenged him in front of his best friend, wouldn't stop until the cops came. I was furious and out of my mind about something he'd said and his intimidating attitude. Then that other girl hit me in front of all of her friends at her college cafeteria for something I was "about" to say, then acted like it never happened and wouldn't talk about it. My sister beat me up once, I told her I wasn't gonna take it easy on her next time, next time came, I broke her nose, I go to jail even though she admitted she tried to hit me first. I hit her right where she was about to hit me. I cannot go easy on people for my own health I cannot take hits I have a back injury what is so hard to understand about this and why do people want to hurt me so badly?
yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 17, 2023 10:36 am My justice is getting better without them, so me too. There are also four other random women who have hit me. I just am a magnet for it I guess.
um, ackshually... I believe that kinnebian was the creator of the thread...yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 24, 2023 12:10 am This is my fucking thread bitches if u don't wanna talk about me or to me I suggest you move along.
>highlighting things i like is personally attacking someoneyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 10:37 pm Also lmao Ive released one lethal virus since i got back, it killed about 4 people, and I haven't used a single suicide bomb. Aughta show you how full of shit Kendrick is.
People are allowed to talk about people who step up onto the soapbox which is what you did by posting an admin complaint.yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 24, 2023 12:14 am What better way to derail this shit than to make everyone uncomfortable? Bonermaster the community is asking for it when they make a peanut thread and start talking shit.
Well I know you don't actually like those things, so stay full of shit.Kendrickorium wrote: ↑Mon Apr 24, 2023 12:53 am>highlighting things i like is personally attacking someoneyobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Sun Apr 23, 2023 10:37 pm Also lmao Ive released one lethal virus since i got back, it killed about 4 people, and I haven't used a single suicide bomb. Aughta show you how full of shit Kendrick is.
https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/d ... y-disorder
there ya go yobi, therapy is now in session
read up
Alright can we talk about how you let someone outrobust you when you had a circular saw?yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 24, 2023 1:46 am Oh yeah I'm definitely not listening to anyone I definitely didn't read this whole thread and start replying to people /s and that's exactly what I just said to do??? Talk about me??? I'm glad we agree.
Uh I couldn't even hit him. Now who's the one who's not listening? I told you my computer is awful, it's like playing a sideshow. Do you all really want your asses handed to you so badly that I have to buy a new computer? Or can I keep trying to learn how to use RP to solve problems?dirk_mcblade wrote: ↑Mon Apr 24, 2023 1:50 amAlright can we talk about how you let someone outrobust you when you had a circular saw?yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 24, 2023 1:46 am Oh yeah I'm definitely not listening to anyone I definitely didn't read this whole thread and start replying to people /s and that's exactly what I just said to do??? Talk about me??? I'm glad we agree.
Alright you're pretty fast so I edited it back to the original but I added this for transparency sake:yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 24, 2023 1:53 amUh I couldn't even hit him. Now who's the one who's not listening? I told you my computer is awful, it's like playing a sideshow. Do you all really want your asses handed to you so badly that I have to buy a new computer? Or can I keep trying to learn how to use RP to solve problems?dirk_mcblade wrote: ↑Mon Apr 24, 2023 1:50 amAlright can we talk about how you let someone outrobust you when you had a circular saw?yobihodazine2 wrote: ↑Mon Apr 24, 2023 1:46 am Oh yeah I'm definitely not listening to anyone I definitely didn't read this whole thread and start replying to people /s and that's exactly what I just said to do??? Talk about me??? I'm glad we agree.
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